I know this is horrible lads, and you can BELIEVE that I know how horrible it all is. But you need to hang on, any way you can do. People DO recover and various initiatives and research approaches are underway.
I know right now it’s an awful life but SO many of us improve. Hopefully it won’t be long before Merck pay for this and hopefully it’ll be sooner that we’re all well, but for now try your very best to get through the days, as best you can.
Hold on to something and try not to despair. Vent all you like on the forums here, we all know how it feels and we’ll all understand. For now just hang on a bit, share what you can and keep going.