Someone will not believe me but I got essentially this damn Syndrome for love. Yes, you understood correctly, for love. It was the woman I love to reduce me like that. Doctors come later. She sent me. This is the most mentally devastating side of all, amy body was destroyed out of love! My love made me this! From love to the Syndrome, the ugliest and most terrible of them all! He left me like a useless piece of shit! I’ve even been sexual abstinence for her and now I’m ruined forever and powerless like shit! I’m suffering a double suffering, even triple, because I’ve been treated like shit! Getting the Syndrome for love is crazy! 
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Try not to be so hard on yourself. I’m willing to bet most of us on here were not trying to keep our hair for our mother’s sake. At the end of the day most of us were probably driven (directly or indirectly) to take fin because we wanted to remain attractive. Vanity is thy name. But here is the thing, none of us knew this was even possivle. It’s not our faults - we were all told by people we trusted and people who up until now (at least in my case) never let us down. It’s like when you’re a child and you think your teacher is the smartest person in the world. Then you later come to realize they do not know more than anyone else, and they are simply doing a job and making a living. I held doctors in that same light even as I aged and this experience taught me that we really are all the same. There are many unknowns throughout the universe and medicine is no exception. Simply put, the stakes are just much higher.
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Damon, please stop thinking like this. You will just make things worse. I believe you will be fine in future. Like everyone who suffered from this. Today is the new years eve, lets start 2019 with some positive energy. I wish a great year to everyone!
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For me it starts a hellish 2019, I honestly do not know how I will be able to resist.
stop feeling sorry for yourself dude.
we get it, it’s hard. now help out if you want to come out of this