My dear friends,
I am a health care professional who was prescribed finasteride for an enlarged prostate in early 2018. Besides being a physician, I had never heard of PFS. Within a few weeks of starting finasteride I started developing inexplicable anxiety. I didn’t understand why initially but I soon figured out it was the finasteride. I quit the medication in late March and the anxiety improved but by May I was hit hard by PFS. Of all the symptoms, the most severe was depression. As I searched for answers and treatments I realized there were almost none. I looked at the “PFS foundation” site and there are several articles but the articles basically described the symptoms of PFS without giving any help or treatment/management advice. What was even more concerning is that as I searched I did not find any published article on PFS related depression and I did not see that anyone is studying it to determine its pattern, its prognosis, its duration, its evolution etc. I emailed the “PFS foundation” about this but got no reply.
In medicine, the path to finding treatments/solutions is to understand a disease. Being a physician, I am able to understand the pattern of my symptoms better. However I don’t know if other PFS patients have symptoms with similar patterns. Since I did not see that anyone is addressing PFS related depression and being that I am in health care and have research background, I decided to move ahead myself and reach out to other PFS patients suffering from depression. I would like to gather information about patient’s depression to determine whether there is a pattern to the symptoms, how it evolves over time, what has been helpful, what has made things worst etc and use the information to help each other and possibly stimulate further study. The study would be anonymous, meaning I don’t need names or locations, just what has happened and what is happening.
Following is a list of 15 questions which I would like to ask that you kindly answer to help me start the fight against PFS depression. I will give my personal answers in parentheses as an example. You can copy and paste my questions and put your answers in parentheses.
ONSET MY ANSWERS IN PARENTHESES
- What is your age group? (50-60)
- When approximately did you start taking finasteride? (January 2018)
- When did you stop taking finasteride? (March 2018)
- When did the PFS symptoms start? (mid-May 2018)
- What were all the symptoms you had? (Initially worsening anxiety which progressed to severe depression by late May. Loss of all desire for sex. Ringing in the ears. )
DEPRESSION
- Do you have a previous history of depression or traumatic brain injury (history of depression or TBI prior to starting finasteride)? (No)
- On a scale of 0-10, zero being no depression and 10 being devastating/excruciating depression, what was the worst score you had/have? (9-10)
- Were there hours or days when you were NOT depressed? (Yes, but very few)
- How many days a month were you depressed? (27-28)
- Did the severity of the depression fluctuate in a predictable way during the day? (Yes, depression was milder in the morning and worsened as the day progressed becoming severe in the afternoon and into late afternoon before starting to improve in the evening).
- As the weeks and months went by, did you see the depression slowly improving, being stable, or worsening? (very slight improvement by late July. Improvement was in that depression was slightly less severe and lasted a little less).
- How much did the depression change? (Slightly better)
- Were there things that helped with managing your depression like medications, habits, foods, other things? (Yes. I stopped reading the PFS horror stories on line. Focusing on getting better sleep. Low dose Ritalin helped when symptoms were at their worst. Staying active. Watching TV programs I enjoyed when I was young. Going for walks with my family)
- Were there things that made your depression worse? (Reading PFS stories on line. Not sleeping enough)
- How would you rate/score your depression now compared to when PFS/depression started? (My depression score was 9-10 initially, it is 8 now)
Thank you very much for taking the time to answer these questions. As I mentioned above, this is an anonymous survey. I also don’t need to know your age or geographic location. I would ask that you give me your age range (eg 20-30 or 30-40) so I can see whether depression affects different age groups differently.
Thank you again for helping in the fight against PFS.
Zurich787