Feeling quite down, is there anyone I could just talk too

:frowning:

I am in the US. (+1)3123425489

Absolutely man… If you are ‘still in need’, just send pm for fb, skype or whatever… I see you have 3 years more of ‘internship’ than me, so I can imagine how bad you feel…
For me, one more emotionally devastating saturday night… Listening to ‘let down’ from one of the greatest band ever. Thinking about how much longer till all hell finally breaks loose for good. Are you watching ‘Fargo’ ?

  • You didn’t fight, did you, Ed-- in the war?
  • No, sir. 4-F on account I got the one kidney.
  • So… There’s a look a boy gets when he’s been shot or a–
    or a land mine takes off his legs,
    and he’s laying there in the mud, trying to get up,
    'cause he doesn’t feel it yet.
  • I, uh, don’t–
    -His-- his brain hasn’t caught up with the reality,
    which is…
    he’s already dead.

Ok, we are not hopeless, but nevertheless… this really resonates with me