What is the problem… dopamine? Serotonin? I feel no joy. Flatlined. Please this is a fucking nightmare, i cant stress the misery and pain im in. The vacuum of emotion is so uncomfortable.
According to the latest study most likely lack of neurosteroids and dopamine.
im losing my grip here…life has been stolen by a hair drug. Why am i still on this website? Im tired of feeling like shit, tired of barely living, tired of this website that i keep running back to, fed up with Propecia. The word propecia has become the filthiest most hateful disgusting fucking word in my language. Wish to God i had never heard of this rat poison shit! I hate every fucking hair commercial. I really wish for death some days. I dont know how u all have strentgh that you do. I push myself and push myself, but i still wind up back on this site after a day like today. Fighting temptation to load the shotgun and end this. Just back on the website which has no solutions. Just others as hopeless as i am. All waiting to die. Fucking sick with anger.
Im going to … show them the unreal amount of suffering they have caused other human beings…
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What good can come from this?
Feel better. All sunburnt from working outside and running today. Bring on the warm weather. Ready to be back in my lifting routine tomorrow. Today i celebrate 4 months sobriety. Life has been a rollercoaster. I have no patience or gratitude. When i have a bad day, i think everything is bad. When i have a day like to day, i am grateful. Thx for encouraging messages.
go gluten free and start 4000IU vitamin D3 per day, you will start feeling better (no promise for 100% sexual recovery soon though) within 4 - 6 weeks. I promise you. Also don’t eat oranges or grape fruits.
i take 5000 iu d3. Gluten free, ill look into this
You believe not eating breads and gluten foods will improve PFS? How many others support this? I guess it couldnt hurt to try.
the closer your diet becomes to a raw, organic diet, the better off you are. either that or a paleo diet (which includes meat). I’m not catholic, but i guess i decided not to eat meat for the month of march (because f*ck it, that’s why) and i’m feeling better, fwiw. I’ve cut down on dairy too, and this is much better (still have pfs).
raw, organic foods, man. they got a whole foods where you live? start makin’ those green smoothies (victoria boutenko) and juicin’ too. i do not personally believe that ascetic dietary modification will alone cure us.
BUT IT WILL HELP TREMENDOUSLY!!!
i have modified my diet for health reasons many, many times since college (vegetarian, vegan, gluten-free, dairy-free, raw, paleo, etc etc). choose organic when you can. your pfs doesn’t like pesticides, my man.
and from my experience, it’s too hard to just “jump into” a new diet. you won’t know what to do. change one thing at a time if it helps. baby steps…
Better and Gluten free food will not cure, no doubt but it will make your symptoms easier.
Really, i only took ten pills and its been 9 months. My life has been ruined by this! I havent drank alcohol in 4 months. I work out 6 days a week, its the only thing keeping me sane. My ball sack is shriveled and lifeless. My dick is flaccid and shrunken. Ive lost muscle around my shoulders, neck, back. Fat around the hips. Saved my hair, traded everything for it. This is a shitty nightmare. I want out of this. I want a cure. Or i want death.
hang in there man. i certainly know how you feel. have you experimented with any supplements or anything? I’ve recently started taking 4,000IU Vitamin D daily and it seems to help with my mood and takes the edge off the mental side effects. Remember this will eventually be a small chapter of our story. I’ve been suffering for 1 1/2 years and in that time tons of media awareness has been generated, lawsuits have spread, and MOST IMPORTANTLY an entire foundation was created that is already conducting quality research and just went non-profit. Some of the men on this forum have been suffering for upwards of eight years and haven’t seen any positive movement like we have until now. So please hang on…
And if you need anyone to chat with or just fucking scream to… shoot me a PM. Take care.
The only thing keeping me afloat is the fact that people on jere say the mental sides get better. If they didnt improve, i would find it hard to believe anyone would still be alive. I will end things if my mental state does not improve. My emotions are gone, joy is gone, life is hell on earth. I must believe this gets better.