I just don´t understand it.
During some periods of time I feel better. My mood improves, when I wank I get better erections, better libido and seems that I´m improving…and suddenly I go back to feeling bad again: bad erecctions, bad libido, etc…
I just don´t get it. Why is this supposed to happen?
After the first time I started feeling these side effects (back in May 2006) my condition hasn´t improved much.
The funny thing is that I stopped propecia around January 2006 and after that I didn´t experienced any side effects until May. And I can tell you that from May until December 2006 I was able to have sex (sometimes with the help of Levitra and other times without it).
But since January my effects have been worse. I remember that It was in January when I had an anxiety breakdown (That´s when I found out about this forum and I started reading…and I guess that´s what made me feel that anxiety).
I still suffer from E.D., loss of libido, (these sometimes get better). Also watery semen, and that strange feeling of cold in my scrotum and top of the penis.
To be honest, I don´t feel my testicles or my penis being smaller than they were before, but when I get this feling of cold in the genital area, sometimes my scrotum skin becomes tighter and my testicles raise to the top.
I do have low total and free Testosterone levels but…could this really be the cause of all my synthoms? My Urologyst is quite convinced that it is, as well as he is convinced that I should go with Testosterone Gel therapy for 4 months, without worrying about Sterility or the body not producing it´s own Testosterone…and the possible effects of that.
I don´t know guys, what do you think?
Thanks a lot and KEEP FIGHTING!!!