You can do a quick search here on the forum regarding tradozone. A guy who got damaged by it killed himself a year ago. I personally know a guy who is so cognitively damaged by tradozone (he took low dose, also thought it will be safer) he can’t even draw a clock anymore, has severe anhedonia, etc.
I feel you regarding chemical anxiety man. it’s so powerful you want to peel your skin off and blow your brain’s out. but trust me when I say psych meds are as equally endcorine distrupters as finasteride, as they inhibit hormones aswell. I know your suffering, but tradozone is a temporary patch that can make your situation 50x times worse. I hope you’d consider keto, and in worst case scenario you maybe should look into z drug class, which are dangerous too but atleast I’ve never heard about a person getting obliterated by them. Good luck man, wish you all health.