Experience with SERMs? Can someone look over my story and give advice please?

Okay, I’ll try to make this as short and concise as possible:

Age 17-18: I thought my hairline was receding so I panicked and did loads of research on Propecia
18 birthday: Bought a supply of propecia from inhousepharmacy and took 1mg every day for about a year.
18-19: Didn’t notice any sides at all whatsoever, except now that I am off, I realize I had severe brain frog and horrible memory, I just didn’t know it at the time. Sexual performance and libido were tithe same pre-fin.
19-until now(I am still 19) I have since stopped propecia and have been off for about 2 months now. The first 2 weeks off were amazing sexual and muscle wise. Based on my research, I realize my DHT had been suppressed for so long that when I came off the propecia, a surge of DHT flooded my system for 2 weeks. I am just confused as to why I felt the strongest erections I have ever felt during that time period, even before propecia. My muscles also hardened up and felt just more manlier in general. Now after those two weeks, I think my system crashed. I could barely get an erection, had no libido whatsoever and just felt pretty crappy in general. I started supplementing with Maca,various T boosters(alpha male and tribex specifically), creatine, and Opti-men multivitamin. Piracetam and Choline also helped my brain fog and memory. The maca and T boosters helped somewhat but I was nowhere near back to normal. I think I was slowly gaining ground over this 1 month time period. I stopped masturbating all together and would experience 50% morning wood every few days. Last week though, I think my body was starting to get worse so I decided to try something new altogether.
I bought toremifene from stenlabs.com and Ostarine from ostagain.com and they both arrived this past Friday. I took my first 12.5mg dose of ostarine and am definitely feeling the muscle hardness and strength gains. I just state that I didn’t buy this for my recovery because it is not androgenic, but rather anabolic. The toremifene on the other hand is amazing. I took 60mg Friday night and experienced my first wet dream in a very, very long time. My nuts are bigger than ever and I feel “normal” again.

I am just wondering if anyone on here has any experience with SERMs for recovery purposes. I think I am going to try a similar dosing protocol used by body builders such as 120/60/30(each number denoting a week) or something similar to that nature. So, any comments, suggestions?

Thanks for reading.

I will polish this post up later as I realize there are various spelling mistakes. I will also make a list of all of the supplements/medications I have been taking and comments on each one.

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