Does anyone else get feelings of existential dread?
We only get one body in this vast universe and to think that ours has been broken by a drug causes me profound psychological torment.
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Hang in there Balph. We’re going to fix this.
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But yes, I understand your pain, profoundly.
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It’s difficult to avoid fixating on these types of thoughts. It harmed me nearly as as much the symptoms themselves.
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I have this too but help counterattack those thoughts with the thoughts:
-Well, it doesn’t really get any worse from here
-Nothing else in life will bother me now
-If I ever figure out this puzzle I will have a greater appreciation for life than any human being
Also meditation can help. I have even heard psilocybin or ibogaine (second is very dangerous) can also help with rumination and self loathe
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Just remember your current state of mind has nothing to do with your state of mind in 5 or 10 years. Maybe in 5 or 10 years you feel happy and then that’s all that matters.
In the meantime it’s a struggle we have to accept.
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I constantly regret that decision…only 3 pills
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