Dream and symptoms

This night a strange thing happened to me. As also Axolotl, we being serious cases we can not ejaculate, this upregulates the AR with consequent worsening of the symptoms. I did not ejaculate since the month of December. This night I did say a very erotic dream with the woman I love, I woke up that I was ejaculated and I was extremely ill, an anxiety and pressure on my head. Also dreams me make me feel bad. The disturbing side is trying in the dream things that you can no longer feel in reality is very strangeā€¦ The truth is that I totally miss my sex life and I am aware that I can not have it anymore :pensive::pensive::pensive: