When I wake up in the morning and see sunlight coming from my room, it just doesn’t look or feel right.
When I went off Finasteride for the second and final time, this was one of the first symptoms I noticed before I crashed. The weather was great, but I did not quite feel the sun like I used to. While my skin was warmed by the sun, I did not quite feel the comfort that it gives you or the “high” from the sun that would make me feel good and make me look forward and be optimistic. It was more factual like “Ok, my skin is getting warm from the sunlight”, without the benefits on my well-being.
I think it can all be interepreted as form of Anhedonia. Not feeling emotions or experience them as before. That was one of my first symptoms before the big crash. In addition to losing my taste sense. Everything tasted and taste since then bland and under seasoned.
Yeh and unable to experience outside, ie the beauty of flowers, trees, scenery etc