I find that I never feel much of any emotionality. I can’t remember how long this has been the case but I don’t get that natural high or good feelings. This coupled with my libido makes me think something like dopaminergic pathways have gone awry.
I recently quit my second bout with opiates, which is for the best. But I fully know that I did those drugs because I have no natural highs in life. This is such a painful symptom and I don’t really know what to do or where to turn. Staring down this barrel, if it is going to be indefinite, is so very tough.