I am probably doing way too much mental back tracking here, but I keep thinking to myself I should not have been focusing so much on the sexual sides last year and worried more about the mental ones.
In the weeks leading up to me being forced to admit myself at work. The anxiety and depression had been building up so much that it was probably obviously visable by my demeanor that I was going through shit. I find myself thinking, would it have been possible for me to focus and calm myself… to psych myself into being relaxed…
I don’t know. I do know I asked for FMLA (unpaid medical leave) twice and they tried to talk me out of it, due to it being too complex to acquire… I wish I would have pushed for it… 12 weeks off spending time around family and friends might have helped.
Maybe I should have asked for a less demanding assignment.
Obviously I should have not been writing anything in emails about my condition or suicidal inclanations on my computer even if it was in my personal email account.
What happens, happens and my lawyer tried to counsol me by saying to me that I couldn’t have done anything because the propecia was fucking me up…
I always felt I was a very strong person mentally but finasteride tears you right down and hard. They should start giving it to terrorists at Gitmo to break them and get information.
Anyone else have any luck controlling the mental side effects while they were going through the worst of it?