Finasteride took away what real sex is, before I even got to experience it.
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Itās an unbelievable crime because Merck knew it from the beginning and perverted brains like Roy Vagelos team developed the pain of hermaphrodites to a cancer medication, than to a high risky low effort prostate medication and sell it, knowing the first sexual dysfunction cases, as a cosmetic drug for young man. The cherry on the top , they sell it de facto prescription free by telemarketing now.
And Iām the second oldest of the patiens here, but Iām the most radical, full of rage and anger, conspiratiin theories and my topics and comments often deleted.
But to take young boys their manhood before having normal sexual experience is a crime against humanity. Everyone who would do that in a war would go to Den Haag as a war criminal. And Kenneth Kaufman and Roy Vagelos are called pharma pioniers.
On tictoc now naked only plastic taped female curved but fully athletic natural beauty women walk over the catwalk and itās pure torture never touch and connect all the wonderful gifts of god anymore. Itās torture, porn industry, sex scenes in every movie, the women outside in the summer you canāt get a sexfree space in a modern western society.
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Why so many open minded sufferers disapear from the forums. At some point some patients remind me more and more of the self-deception with substances on Kensington Avenue, Frankfurt station quarter and Tenderloin than of the
- solution strategies
- rage against the pharma machine and
- grief and readdy to fight about our common faith
as an more aggressive patient community.
I donāt want to stab anyone in the back with this, just a personal impression, why the community so convulsiv (spasmatic) stands on the breaks and anchore the status quo of suffering and pain in concrete, cement and steel.
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To much are A-10 Thunderbolt II Attack aircrafts and fire heroic 3.900 rounds / 30 x 173/ min homone barrels in their own system 24/7. But outside the hormone system they only have the courage to shoot against mommyās butt with a rubber stopper.
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You are the poet laureate of PH.
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I did lose all motivation and will to do anything. I remember looking at my sons and not caring what would happen to them, if I would live or die (and actually wishing I would die).
Iām 5 years after crashing and things got better as time passed by. There are people who do recover. Now my life is closer to normal but I still have insomnia, just less than before.
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I fall deeper, deeper and deeper, loosing every power. Getting fatter, fatter and fatter. Getting immobile, more and more housebond. Living with my fantasies 95 % in the past. Left one chat after the other. Bloodpressure through the roof. Breath short.
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@Exsexgod youāve written my story here as well! Instead of enjoying a life of retired leisure activities, I stumble from day to day.
You needed to add one more short and simple line:
Waiting daily for this miserable lifeās end. Jim
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Now a state of total brain smack down switching across TicToc memes. All the time like a hcg maniac. Yeah my old friends iām not a pfs enjoyer, I never got used to this life.
At the dentist now. This morning I took the cup, somthing inside, put it in the kitchen sink. It was my Gold inlay. Now I sit here, everythink unreal. Sun is shining, wonderful late summer day, no feelings. Why I was so stupid, all my life I acted without any thought. That was typical, storing the inlay in a kitchen cup, taking the cup without thinking. I never have been focused once in my life. So i slittered in this pfs like the greatest fool.
I have had the worst and most desiterested psychotherapist. Never thought about. Monologes all the time, told hours, years only bullshit and she never invented. I never talked to a good friend. I had this toxic relationship. She never supported me on my way in the catastrophy. I didnāt realize it never.
All the hcg shit now. A total sedated community. No one is fighting. Only the same dozen engaged guys. The rest are only injection robotors. Conversation most boring as with crack heads or fentanyl junkies. Only some friends who suffer and talk about the stolen life.
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Friendly fire
I even have a media and stalking lawyer to protect myself from HCG ultras and Merck fanatic attacks out of the own rows.
Money better invvested in donations.
As long the community is going on to deny the existence of the post findsteride syndrome by praying the hcg religion, the fight is not a mass movement of 400.000 with actions and mass movments kicking off the shit in some weeks, funding uncountable millions from donators all over the world.
As long the victims keep hidden and follow the Merck strategy of ashamed and hcg religious castrated and lobotomized eunuchs as collateral demage of a profit blobk buster drug, as long the fight is in the hand of some hundret fighters, fighting from HCG Merck house to HCG Organon House.
I always admire the perseverance of the former pfs foundation, Pfs Network, Moral Medicine, Initiative Fighters, Sylviane-Millon-Mathieu and other fathers, mothers, partners, children, brothers and sisters fighting for this totally desinterested crowd of injectors. But every life matters.
We all could have been warned after 2012, thatās the reason why Iā m so angry.
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What really fucks me up, is that I have been castrated only for profit of the well known scandal VIOXX company. I feel hate and anger for a system, which kills young mens lifes only for profit, well knowing that the drug is not usefull and dangerous 30 years, three decades already and there have been no clear warning and there is no greater resistance in the huge and worldwide victims community.
1994, 30 years ago, most victims haveāt been born, I was a 32 year old young man, when the german āArznei Telegramā drug telegram wrote, what a useless shit drug finasteride is for prostate issues.
And in the clinical trails for selling this biohazardous sex offender castration drug to young inocent men they manipulated the trails even for the pharma paid FDA. 25 years and uncountable stolen lifes and suicides later the shit is stlll on the market. That makes me angry. But the majority is calmed down and sedated by to much female hormones and not willing to say anything.
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Plaintiffs instead assign blame to a drug that, once discontinued, is no longer pharmacologically active in the body.
Would love to see Merckās lawyers defend a mass shooter.
āProsecutors assign blame to a bullet that is no longer kinetically active in the bodyā.
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For Merck Pfizer Black Rock there is another reality in politics, law, ethics, responsibility, to call the name of it is forbidden in this democratic free worldā¦
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