Beside of having anhedonia I notice that the things around me look like plastic, not real and are not evolving any emotions. It is “cold”. What is that, anhedonia as well?
I haven’t seen real effective treatments so far or have I overlooked something?
Blasé says it is the inflamed pudendal nerve causing this, really?
Yes I have this too dude. It sucks so very very very bad. Everything looks fake and creepy.
Do you have difficulty reading?
I had reading problems several months ago, but not anymore. Memorizing the things I read is not where it is was. Yeah, that anhedonia and derealization is quite hard.
Dude, at least you have full potency!
In my case the reading got better when I reduced my stomach problems, so deflammation is important!
Eat very little sugar, vegetables, for several weeks just once a day - I did it. Avoid bred, pasta…
Add curcumin and piperin and incense!
Sometimes, lying in the bed, felt if like the bed was not completely on the ground and the tv would stay sloped.
I also used omega3 and 6, l-tryptophan…
Best
Damn this sounds frightening.
I notice that I have little to no emotional affect to events. I used to work in music. music does nothing for me now. no response.
This one is almost scary. A pet I had and loved for 20 years died. I wanted to feel sad, but I felt nothing. Frightening.
Take it from me the total loss of compassion for others and yourself isn’t permanent and you will have moments where you remember who you were (who you are) and from those moments you’ll realize you shouldn’t judge yourself the same way as you would have done when you were normal, your personality is compromised because you are possessed by this condition.
If you don’t want to be changed forever then this is the biggest reason why you should attack PFS immediately allowing no excuses like money problems to halt progress, if you stand still you don’t just lose time and opportunities on this earth, the side-effects get worse and new ones pop up every year and it will be harder or even impossible to regain your old self in the future when you partially or fully recover.
Maintain control of your optimism and try to keep the pride you have left from your past life, don’t get desperate, but for the time being ignore the distant future don’t let the past you judge the current you too harshly and do whatever it takes to heal your body to become more like your old self again without just faking it.
Yes I feel like this so much now.
It is awful I am thinking about suicide every day.
I almost regret better PFS days when I had some feelings left.
I definitely felt a worsening in the nerve connexion brought
more anhedonia. I went from complete ED to complete ED with more compression on the nerve and something else shut down in my brain. Some fluctuations confirmed it.
This is fucking 6th sense and you damage can range from slight diminished eyesight to complete blindness.
So, what about a surgery of the pudendal nerve?
I personally think there is something else involved: studies showed that some didn’t feel libido though scans showed an overexpressed sexual network firing. The problem was that this firing couldn’t be absorbed by the target network/ points (receptors).
I think that if you are sure about the pnerve you should go under surgery immediately and not waste time. Have you been to the doctor you mentioned? If I lived in France I would go to that specialist.
Please, let us know what you are going to do next…thx