ok i got my test results back and my corsisol is 10x higher than normal range.
the doc want me to do more tests about my cortisol.
he says its dealing to my brainfog , stress and depression.
to be continiued…
Ask for a 24 hr urinary cortisol panel
ok after a few more months i feel much better.
but when i masturbate i loose all my motivation.
and when i masturbate after that i feel a little depressed but not as much as after quitting the drug.
when i masturbate twice a day i also get panic attacks in the night , maybe 1-3 .
but much better than whole night like at beginning the nightmare.
anyway i am becoming better and doing sports and try to eat healthly.
omega 3 fish oil helped a lot i think to fight against depression brainfog and my whole situation.
i wake up in the morning and feel ok 
i also have much stress in my life maybe thats the reason why woman are not that attractive for me sometimes specially after jerking.
well somethimes they are but not all time . i dont know its very mystical.
it is funny to see how stupid girls really are when you are anti sexual. but it is also easier to understand them, when you are not thinking with your dick .
ok thats all what i have learnt at this experience of fucking bitch propecia destroyed my life thing.
to be continued…