No problem vkg1.
I understand the frustration. I’m not sure if this helps, but there have been several guys on this forum that went on to have functioning relationships and children despite the challenges.
Zulresso’s is only approved for postpartum depression and not for major depression. Very unlikely that you would get a prescription. Furthermore, it has to be delivered through an IV for 60 hours straight where, for the most part, will be administered in a hospital. Couple this that even if you were to somehow get this prescribed off-label, you’re not getting any insurance coverage. All of this make it very difficult, if not impossible to get a prescription, but also very cost prohibitive as well.
Unfortunately, the closest thing is sage-217. Two years may seem like a eternity but that day will come.
I know you didn’t ask for it, but I wanted to give some personal advice that I wish someone had told me back in 2016, when I got for PFS. Disclaimer that this is my own opinion:
a) limit your time/visits to the forums - the cure isn’t buried here. It’s useful to get periodic updates on say, trials, once every 3-4 months. I like to come by to post on study related matters when they are released or answer questions if they’re directed to me. But try not to do more than that or you’ll obsess over this condition which will do you no good. In fact, as helpful as this community can be, I think it’s a destructive habit if you visit often. From experience, a lot of nonsense gets posted about this tea extract being a cure or crap theories about viruses. It’s complete crap and you’ll drive yourself nuts trying to read it.
b) Develop a few hobbies: Again, I can understand the frustration that you may not be getting joy/satisfaction from doing these, but they’re a great time passer and this is what you need right now. For me, it’s weight training, squash, and golf (weather pending). I’ve even joined a couple leagues to make sure i’m getting regular exposure even when I’m not feeling up to it.
c) Keep working on your career/school: You’ll want to give up on this since you have no motivation or passion, I get there and still experience that. Despite that, there’s two benefits for sticking to it. One, it’s a great time passer in itself and makes those Monday-Fridays melt away. Two, for me, I’ve been very frugal since I don’t spend money on “fun” things since I don’t enjoy things. By doing this, I’ve saved considerable money that I do plan to enjoy when the time comes.
I hope you found this helpful.