Welcome to our community. Please fill in the following template as a way of introducing yourself, and helping others to understand your background and situation.
Where are you from (country)?
USA
How did you find this forum (Google search – if so, what search terms? Via link from a forum or website – if so, what page? Other?)
Google
What is your current age, height, weight?
30s
What specific drug did you use (finasteride, dutasteride, saw palmetto, isotretinoin/Accutane, fluoxetine, sertraline, citalopram, leuprorelin, etc…)?
Accutane, Ancestral Supplements Intestine, THC
What dose did you take (eg. 1 mg/day, 1 mg every other day etc.)?
What condition was being treated with the drug?
Cystic acne
For how long did you take the drug (weeks/months/years)?
full course of accutane
How old were you, and WHEN (date) did you start the drug?
How old were you when you quit, and WHEN (date) did you quit?
Accutane
How did you quit (cold turkey or taper off)?
Cold
How long into your usage did you notice the onset of side effects?
What side effects did you experience that have yet to resolve since discontinuation?
Check the boxes that apply. You can save your post first, then interactively check/uncheck the boxes by clicking on them. If your symptoms change, please update your list.
Sexual
[ ] Loss of Libido / Sex Drive
[x] Erectile Dysfunction
[x] Complete Impotence
[x ] Loss of Morning Erections
[x ] Loss of Spontaneous Erections
[x ] Loss of Nocturnal Erections
[x ] Watery Ejaculate
[x] Reduced Ejaculate
[ ] Inability or Difficulty to Ejaculate / Orgasm
[x ] Reduced Sperm Count / Motility
Mental
[ x] Emotional Blunting / Emotionally Flat
[x ] Difficulty Focusing / Concentrating
[ ] Confusion
[x ] Memory Loss / Forgetfulness
[x ] Stumbling over Words / Losing Train of Thought
[ ] Slurring of Speech
[x ] Lack of Motivation / Feeling Passive / Complacency
[ ] Extreme Anxiety / Panic Attacks
[ ] Severe Depression / Melancholy
[x ] Suicidal Thoughts
Physical
[x ] Penile Tissue Changes (narrowing, shrinkage, wrinkled)
[x ] Penis curvature / rotation on axis
x[ ] Testicular Pain
[x ] Testicular Shrinkage / Loss of Fullness
[x ] Genital numbness / sensitivity decrease
[ ] Weight Gain
[ ] Gynecomastia (male breasts)
[ ] Muscle Wastage
[x ] Muscle Weakness
[x ] Joint Pain
[ ] Dry / Dark Circles under eyes
Misc
[ ] Prostate pain
[x ] Persistent Fatigue / Exhaustion
[ ] Stomach Pains / Digestion Problems
[ ] Constipation / “Poo Pellets”
[x ] Vision - Acuity Decrease / Blurriness
[ ] Tinnitus (ringing or high pitched sound in ears)
[ ] Hearing loss
[ ] Increased hair loss
[ ] Frequent urination
[ ] Lowered body temperature
[ ] Other (please explain)
What (if any) treatments have you undertaken to recover from your side effects since discontinuation of the drug?
If you have pre or post-drug blood tests, what hormonal changes have you encountered since discontinuing the drug (please post your test results in the “Blood Tests” section and link to them in your post)?
Anything not listed in the above questions you’d like to share about your experience?
Tell us your story, in your own words, about your usage and side effects experienced while on/off the drug.
Some of you may have read my thread on another forum (hs). Sides are crippling ED, worsening muscoskeletal pain, and memory/brain fog. Managed to cope now for 2 years. I’ve read this entire site back to front.
NOTE 1: I took Accutane in 2012. No bad sides. Minor dry eye. Thinking back now maybe it led to rotation on axis to the right from a weakened base.
NOTE 2: Years before any of this, around 2016, I visited my PCP because I randomly wet the bed 3 days in a row. He tested my prostate which was large/tender. I can’t remember what he prescribed exactly, but it was two things, I believe Proscar and a beta blocker of some sort, maybe flomax. All I remember from that time was that I took one pill and my testicles started buzzing which freaked me out so I discarded the rest of them.
NOTE 3: For years I have complained of a dull ache near my liver. This has been going on as far as I can remember. My PCPs have always dismissed it even with out of range markers.
Dec 2018: MINI CRASH. Used licorice root hair thinning shampoo. For the first time I suddenly could not maintain a solid erection. 20mg Viagra solved this and I went on with life.
Oct 2019: FIRST CRASH. Ancestral Supplements Intestine product. After a week of using less than 1/3rd of recommended dosage, penile shrinkage and hourglass. Felt bruising in pelvis, and scrotum became very tight. I also started jolting awake every few hours at night. I suspect methylation issues due to high methyl-b12 or vitamin A content. Viagra still worked at this time.
Dec 2019. FULL CRASH. Smoked THC vape for the first time since before Accutane. I blacked out a few hours later and woke up in the morning with intense burning (like icy hot) around my prostate, penis, scrotum, and testicles. Now, my penis was almost unrecognizable, shrunken even more, the foreskin purple. My testicles shrunk to nothing, and I could no longer feel that primal connection between my penis and prostate. Everything feels like it’s been fried.
The “crash” period lasted 2 weeks. It felt like someone was drilling a screw in my forehead. I wondered if I’d ever be able to fall asleep again. I had to spend the nights with my parents as I could not be consoled. My body and brain were foreign to me. I had suicidal thoughts which felt implanted.