Constant moving testicles/jelly floppy penis/sore back &head

Hi all, has anyone experienced the same as me and/or can please shed some light on this situation I have been reading for hours on this forum tying to find cases and improvements…
My testicles haven’t stopped moving around since my crash may last year 2013…they feel very light and my penis also hangs too the left like a balloon with no weight to it…can bend it anywhere when I get an erection it’s like the size off my finger and as thin as a noodle…have lost so much size and girth and not yet returned it happened over night I had a weird sharp pain in my penis one night then looked down and it started to retract and move by itself since then it’s getting smaller and smaller like the tissue is being eaten away. I hate how none of my friends take me serious about this. Will time be the only healer here? Someone here advised to try progesterone for that and also to take benzos to get me out the chronic anxiety state my jaw chatters if I put my teeth together everyday…
Has anyone else have severe lower back? Like can’t get up sometimes and bend over they say that is related to adrenal fAtigue. Anyone with very sore neck and face like the temple areas are so sore to touch and around the scalp very sore like someone has belted me very hard…also around the eye sockets just everywhere on the face it sore?
Any help is appreciated…It still feels like this is still a dream getting scared of people in public is also no fun I’m always moving away from people thinking they are gonna hit into me and find it weird looking into peopes eyes…I love life so much but I don’t know how many more days/years we can take being in this state…I try and look at people who are in wheelchairs and things like that and say look if they can adapt why can’t we learn to live like this now…it’s just harder for us as this was all self inflicted I guess I cry all the time saying why didn’t I just accept myself as a balding man now we have to go through this…I prey god looks after the ones who take their lives and gives them a second chance to make amends in the afterlife no one deserves eternal suffering.

It sounds like you would benefit from a benzo. Take some kolonipin or Xanax until your acute panic and anxiety is under control. When did you crash?