I’ve been a member here for a while but have mostly sought the advice of others by looking through old postings. I figure it’s about time to detail my own experience in an effort not only to contribute to the discussion, but to get everything down as a personal record. I’m going to organize this post in list form, as doing so will make it easier to read. If an effort to include my whole story and indicate everything I’ve done to try to nurse myself back to health, I’m going to break with the traditional template and organize my experience chronologically.
[Size=4]Personal Info[/size]
-Twenty-seven years old when I first took fin; still twenty-seven now.
-5’11", 160-170 lbs
-Live in New York City
[Size=4]Timeline[/size]
October 2010
-Take 1/4 tablet of Propecia-branded finasteride each day for three days. Begin to feel sexual side effects; stop and fully recover within twenty-four hours.
Late December 2010
-Try (stupidly, in retrospect) finasteride again, this time taking 1/8 tablet each day for four days. Again, feel sexual sides and stop. This time, though, in the subsequent days I begin to feel all the usual side effects: testicular pain, prostate soreness, low libido, etc. Everything minus the libido fades in about a week’s time.
January 2011
-Still experiencing low libido, about a week after quitting finasteride I also begin to experience profuse and uncontrollable sweating from my feet and the area between my testicles and anus, with lighter sweating from my hands.
Lab results
Total T: 440 ng/dL (280-800)
Free T: 11.1 pg/mL (8.8-27)
LH: 5.8 mIU/ml (1.5-12.4)
FSH: 7.2 mIU/ml (1.5-12.4)
Prolactin: 13.5ng/mL (4.05-15.20)
Estrogen: 180 (don’t have a measurement or reference range)
SHBG: 21 nmol/L (10-57)
February 2011
-My libido slowly improves, though the sweating continues as usual. The sweating is so bad that my underwear and socks are soaked through within minutes of putting them on each morning. Despite having lowered but improving libido, I’m still able to get an erection, though sensation is reduced, as is feeling during ejaculation. The sensitivity and sensation slowly come back to normal over the next few months.
-Also begin to experience a soreness in my left testicle that lasts for about an hour or two after ejaculation. The pain slowly decreases over the next few months. While never completely dissipating, it becomes so minor I barely notice it.
-Develop excess amount of belly fat, which is unusual for me, as I’ve always been very thin. Belly fat continues to be an issue to the present day.
Lab results
DHT: 30 ng/dl
DHEA-S: 211.8 ug/dl (160-449)
March 2011
-Libido continues to slowly improve; sweating continues unchanged.
Lab results
Total T: 560 ng/dl
Free T: 11.3 pg/ml
DHT: 50 ng/dl (30-85)
Albumin, serum: 4.9 g/dl (3.5-5.5)
WBC: 4.3 x10e3/ul (4-10.5)
RBC: 5.22 x10e6/ul (4.1-5.6)
Hemoglobin: 15.7 g/dl (12.5-17)
Hematocrit: 46.5% (36-50)
MCV: 89 fL (80-98)
MCH: 30.1 pg (27-34)
MCHC: 33.8 g/dl (32-36)
RDW: 13.1% (11.7-15)
Platelets: 220 x10e3/ul (140-415)
Neutrophils 43% (40-740
Lymphs: 39% (14-46)
Monocytes: 10% (10-13)
Eos: 7% (0-7)
Basos: 1% (0-3)
Neutrophils (absolute): 1.8 x10e3/ul (1.8-7.8)
Lymphs (absolute): 1.7 x10e3/ul (0.7-4.5)
Monocytes (absolute): 0.4 x10e3/ul (0.1-1)
Eos (absolute): 0.3 x10e3/ul (0-0.4)
Baso (absolute): 0.1 x10e3/ul (0-0.2)
Immature Granulocytes: 0% (0-0.1)
Immature Grans (Abs): 0 x10e3/ul (0-0.1)
Glucose, serum: 81 mg/dl (65-99)
BUN: 14 mg/dl (6-20)
Creatine, serum: 1.07 mg/dl (0.76-1.27)
eGFR: >59 ml/min/1.73 (>59)
BUN/Creatine Ratio: 13 (no measurement provided) (8-19)
Sodium, serum: 140 nmol/l (135-145)
Potassium, serum: 4 nmol/l (3.5-5.2)
Chloride, serum: 102 nmol/l (97-108)
Carbon Dioxide, total: 23 nmol/l (20-32)
Protein, total serum: 7.5 g/dl (6-8.5)
Globulin, total: 2.6 g/dl (1.5-4.5)
A/G ratio: 1.9 (no measurement provided) (1.1-2.5)
Bilirubin, total: 0.4 mg/dl (0-1.2)
AST (SGOT): 20 iu/l (0-40)
ALT (SGPT): 21 iu/L (0-55)
May 2011
-By May, my libido has gotten back to about 80 to 90 percent of what it once was. The sweating, however, is so unbearable that I go see Dr. Jacobs.
Lab results
Total T: 572 ng/dl
Free T: 83 pg/ml (46-224) (this came back uncalculated; not sure exactly how to calculate)
Bio-available T: 185.2 ng/dl (110-575)
SHBG: 30 nmol/l
Albumin: 4.9 g/dl (3.6-5.1)
TSH: 1.17 (0.270-4.2)
LH: 6.1 miu/ml
FSH: 6.3 miu/ml
Estradiol: 31.4 pg/ml
Cortisol (blood): 21 ug/dl (5-25)
Alk Phos: 73 u/l (39-120)
AST (SGOT): 17 u/l (<37)
ALT (SGPT): 17 u/L (<40)
E. Sedimentation Rate: 2 mm/hr (<26)
-Dr. Jacobs says all the results look fine to him, though he think it’s possible my bio-available testosterone might be low. He says he can’t be certain that’s the case, though. He advises a temporary round of TRT in combination with beta blockers – his thinking being the sweating might be related to anxiety. I demur on the TRT, thinking TRT seems like a drastic measure if it’s not even clear my testosterone levels are the problem.
-I try the beta blockers; they do nothing.
June 2011-July 2011
-Dr. Jacobs orders more tests, for TSH, DHEA-S, and 17-OH-Progesterone. I don’t have the results in front of me, but TSH and 17-OH- Progesterone come back in range, while DHEA-S comes back far above range. He orders an ACTH test; it comes back normal. He chalks up the inflated level to lab error.
-I began to experience discomfort in my prostate. Also, my libido, which had gotten back up to nearly pre-fin levels, suddenly begins to drop. I go for prostatitis tests, first to Dr. Melman. My urine comes back positive for white blood cells once, negative twice. I get a prescription for Cipro from another urologist. I don’t get it filled.
-At this time, I’m also diagnosed with varicocele in my left testicle, which likely accounts for the mild pain I had been experiencing in that area after quitting fin. The urologist says not to worry about the varicocele. For the time being, I don’t.
-Libido continues to drop, before settling in at a not-nonexistent but still-low level.
-I start eating a macrobiotic diet and begin exercising more regularly. See very few improvements other than the prostate pain/discomfort improving slightly.
August 2011
-Dr. Jacobs prescribes me alpha blockers. They do nothing other than make me dizzy and light-headed.
-I go see Dr. Hulinsky in Connecticut. By now, libido remains at low levels. I’m still able to achieve an erection, however. The sweating continues, and I have mild discomfort in my prostate.
Lab results
Total T: 628.2 ng/dl
Free T: 14.17 pg/ml
LH: 5.3 miu/ml
FSH: 6.9 miu/ml
Prolactin: 9.9 ng/ml
Estradiol: 20.04 pg/ml
Cortisol (blood): 15.5 ug/dl
DHEA-S: 300 ug/dl
SHBG: 53 nmol/l
DHT: 44.7 ng/dl
TSH: 1.25 uiu/ml
T4: 9.7 ug/dl (4.5-12)
Free T4: 1.34 ng/dl (0.83-1.62)
T3: 123 ng/dl (80-200)
PSA, 3rd. gen: 0.31 ng/ml (<4.00)
Normetanephrine: 0.22 nmol/l
Metanephrine: 0.21 nmol/l
Inhibin B (3): 123 pg/ml (47-308)
September 2011
-With symptoms all the same, I see Dr. Hulinsky again. We agree to try a month of Evista (raloxifene). Will likely start on it in the coming days.
-Vericocele in left testicle becomes more painful. I make an appointment with another doctor to address it.
[Size=4]Overview[/size]
Current Symptoms
-Profuse sweating all hours of the day from my feet, from the area between my testicles and anus, and from my hands, though less so in that third area.
-Very low libido, though still can achieve an erection.
-Mild prostate discomfort.
-Vericocele in left testicle.
-Excess belly fat.
General Thoughts
-Almost nine months after quitting fin, my total and free testosterone continue to rise, and my E2 continues to fall, both of which I find promising. My SHBG has risen to nearly the top of the range, though, which concerns me. My DHEA-S has risen pretty dramatically, as well, which I’m not exactly sure what to make of.
-What’s yet unexplained is not only the sweating, but why, in the midst of my T levels rising, my libido first slowly got better before then declining. Related to that, also unexplained is how, if at all, the onset of prostate discomfort ties in with the reduced libido, which declined around the same time the prostate discomfort began.
-Also worrisome is why my DHT hasn’t improved in recent months while my total testosterone has jumped up pretty dramatically. Obviously, this could be a problem with 3-adiol-g.
Current/Next Steps
-I’m awaiting results on the the following tests:
3-adiol-g
Androstenedione
Cortisol (24-hour urine)
Reverse T3
And also a repeat of all the usual hormones (Total T, SHBG, etc.)
-I’ll likely give the Evista a shot and retest all my hormones in about a month. I know the prevailing theory on the board is more toward mutated receptors – a theory I find compelling – but I feel as if I have to at least give pulling up my testosterone a try, as there are a few people who have had success doing so.
-I also may look into getting the vericocele repaired, as some studies indicate it can affect androgen levels:
onlinelibrary.wiley.com/doi/10.1111/j.1464-410X.2010.10030.x/abstract
-I’ve been keeping to a macrobiotic diet for the last few months; I’ll continue to do so, even though the effects of it have been minimal.
-I’ll also continue to exercise, both running and light anaerobic exercise, though I’ve been a bit lazy with those lately.
Going forward, I’ll provide updates as they come. Any thoughts on any of the above would be more than appreciated.