Lol. Normal relation with my mother.
It’s just I didn’t have sex feelings for girls. Because of androgen over expression I’m no longer gay. Its so weird. I see a psychiatrist and he doesn’t believe me. Grrrr. I hope Dutasteride, even if its a poison, will make me gay again. Aaaarrgghh that’s so weird to say that.
I even feel more manly, not a faggot anymore lol, I miss that so much.
Sorry if I chock some people here.
Well when more man you are the more responsabilities and things to confront 
(and the more success), anyway you can be manly and gay or explore this new world or go back to the old you
No way. I cant love a woman. And I am in a relationship.
And I was gay, even if I was in love with a girl. I was absolutely gay, kissing boy when I was 6. I was too dumb to understand what that meant to be attracted to boys.
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Hi @Xorack,
Are you the member who was taking the AR antagonist and experienced a full return of libido and sexual function?
How are you doing these days?
LoL AR antagonist? But not like finasteride? Did it make his receptors more manly? I want to know about that.
So what is your situation now? Low libido and atraction to girls? Could you expand? have you had sexual fantasis or mastubation to girls? Have you tried to see straight porn? I did try to see gay porn when I was feeling super femenin (noticing guys different!!! very diferent way around) and after 0.5sec I was sure i was not gay, as my primal part of the brain rejected it instantaneously. I would love to hear more about your story (I will not go with dutas again). And some other said did you take an AR antagonist?
Greetings
Sometimes I’m really frightened by this, I also suffered a shift in my sexual preferences, and it has caused me a lot of pain, so I wonder; even if the mental or the sexual side effects could be cured, would my sexual orientation be reversed? I lived most of my life as heterosexual, so this has been really traumatic.
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When I was on Dutasteride my libido was nonexistent, actually when I started to take 1-2mg. Before that my libido was high and i was into men without hesitation and not interested at all in women (I tried).
When I stopped Dutasteride for Lupron+estradiol my libido came back, with other sides effects I mentioned earlier, like losing 70% of my hair on the top)
After some months I started to feel some inclination towards women and was becoming less interested in men. I feel like I’m now more manly (even if I’m castrated). I’m sure its because of androgen overexpression, post Finasteride syndrome. And there is nothing I can do about that. Maybe I could stop Lupron and estradiol, but I’m afraid of the pain (already stopped once for 4 months and it was a nightmare), I don’t want to have beard, more hair, to be more masculine. I’m insane.
I really don’t know what to do and months after months my situation worsens. I refuse to give up.
Being straight is almost as bad as being bald.
Yeah I watched porn. My favorite gay porn I used to adore (Belami)… and its like I’m watching two dogs fucking, I don’t want to offend zoophiles, but it lets me insensitive. Whereas straight porn give me hard cock and … you know …
Thats so disturbing. I was gay as fuck, and now…it’s gone.! I’m someone else.
I don’t know if taking Dutasteride again will change anything because I’m already on AA … and there is no way I will stop it… I’m stubborn.
Edit
This week Im fasting (7days non stop, only water) and taking sulforaphane 30mg each day. + lot of exercises (indoor cycling, 50km/day, maybe more) i hope it will help… but i don’t really believe it will.
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Yeah. It’s disturbing. But you cannot be sure what’s going to happen. Maybe it will reverse by itself. Maybe not. Don’t be stupid like and never tale AA.
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Okay, not an AR antagonist. I remembered it wrong. Very ineresting Lupron and estradiol reversed some sexual symptoms for you.
Good Luck with the fast, you could start with less intensity fast in my opinion 7 days is a long road. Anyways I will have 2 questions as I find your case really interesting, we dont have to precipitate into conclusions about the cause of the change in sex and the more manly atributes.
- Why did you started Lupron and estrogen? What is your dosage?
- The time you ended taking lupron and estradiol… Did you stop at the same time? Did you felt different while off it?
- You commented that you are castrated, but at looking straight porn you can have an erection and sexual desire?
Sorry that were more thatn 2 questions.
You took Dutasteride that is not the norm and of course lupron and estradiol is neither. You case is very interesting as there is lot of people that are interested in being more manly and hetero probably 
Greetings
And other thing dont try to precipitate into new medications etc… it can be dangerous if from panic you start to trying things that you are not sure are the adecuate.
I started Lupron on october 2018. I take 6-8mg estrofem
I first took cypro, in june 2017 then add estradiol in october 2017
Yeah my libido is back since on AA … that confirms that my androgen receptors are upregulated
Yeah my case is interesting, I’m curious what will be the outcome, but I think it will end badly (itchy/eyes/brains/arms/pelvic pain … that must mean something, and in long term is could have some consequences).
I have a friend with prostate cancher, he has no libido for years (didnt took fina or antidepressants) and since he is on lupron+enzalutamide his libido is back … but he’s still gay as fuck. Lucky him lol.
I decided I wont start dutasteride again … I will wait at least 1 year before considering it. I dont like being straight … but I have to find a way to stop the pain first … and even if Im not gay anymore, I will stay with my boyfriend, he accepts me and we have feelings for each others, it matters more.
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Wish you luck I think the first year is soon to make decisions, I have been 9 years with this shit (but getting better and better, but until this year not really improvement), so be patient man, dont try to push hard because you want to get out quick, thats my advice.
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Yeah but I dont think being off dutasteride will cure me … because I’m still using an AA. that’s my problem. I hope I’m wrong.
Good luck.
Ei man how are you feeling?
For 4 days … I was gay again and its gone. It’s really weird.
I don’t like to talk about this, because almost nobody believes me, same when I talk about PFS actually.
Man you can trust that I believe you 100%. I had so many change in the sexual activity during pfs that sexual orientation doesnt impress much. There was a study using rats that finasteride change their sexual ortientation in this case was from hetero to homo (passive). Anyways what do you think caused that 4 day window?
I really don’t know. There are cycles maybe.
Some days I feel really bad (headaches, pelvic/scalp/arms/… pain) and others I feel great (1-2/7 days). And I have no explanation. I made a table where I note different things (pain, libido, mental, sexual preferences…) and there is no pattern (4 months, since april 2019). I just want to go back to who/what I was before, and I have no clue how to do that, and nobody can help me.
I’m trying BHB (beta hydroxybutyrate), so change so far. And I really thing there will never be a cure.
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