CBD oil: My first babysteps to a recovery

Hi fellow chemically castrated homies!

Since a week i’ve been taking CBD oil (100% CBD, 0% THC)

Finally some small improvements.

Positives:

  • More libido
  • Unsensitive and cold penis 100% gone
  • Voice became deeper, weird i know but this oil is simply affecting my androgens
  • Better muscle strength
  • Feeling less suicidal
  • More motivated to do weightlifting
  • Colors start to look less gray
  • Music sounds kinda better
  • When i play video games i just think by myself: “Why would you play this garbage” while before hand i loved it.

Negatives:

  • Worse hair loss
  • Light sensitivity
  • Louder tinnitus
  • A bit worse OCD
  • Still anhedonic and a bit depressed
  • Worse Visual Snow
  • When i play video games i just think by myself: “Why would you play this garbage” while before hand i loved it.

I put the video games thing in both coloms cause stopping this addiction is a good thing but i kinda miss it mannn

I’ll keep taking it and hope those negatives subside. For now the positives defo outweigh the negatives for me.

Cheers

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That’s great improvements, I’m glad for you.

I used to smoke tons of CBD daily as well as take CBD oil and it didnt help whatsoever. I smoked THC as well and no help from that either.