Im sticking with 15mg remeron for sleep, and 50mg zoloft for depression. Not gonna fuck with it for atleast another year. Gonna diet, keep hitting weights, and keep fighting this for my future and for everyone that loves and cares about me. Giving up is not an option for me.
Obviously it’s his right so if you want to go for it. But… I was shitty for so long, now I feel so much better, my libido is almost 100%, interest in family and life again, better sleep and energy etc. as I have said a million times I was completely fucked!!
Even my penis is returning to normal!! On a constant basis!!! Yes yes before you ask, it was cold tiny and numb for months.
Wow I started this thread to vent because I was about to give up on going to doctors and just let my pfs take it’s toll. After reading all of the subsequent replies though I gotta say it gave me a different outlook on everything (but with my crazy back and forth mood swings who knows if itll last).
I see both sides of the argument, I mean as a dad I would be willing to live as a miserable, depressed, castrated zombie just for my kids (easy to say as I don’t have as bad of sides as some apparently and I do not have kids- probably never will now come to think of it thanks to fin!). On the other side, if my sides are considered mild (which compared to what I’m reading they are) then I can totally understand the thought of suicide. I have thought of it myself many times in fact, although every time I have snapped and planned to end it I started feeling better for a while by luck or chance and I never did. Now I am at a point where overall I feel I can handle this more, even though I still occasionally get depressed.
I guess overall our best bet is to look at this like any other disease. If we had cancer we’d keep fighting. If we had aids we’d keep fighting. So I understand if someone needs to end it all but I hope we can all be strong enough to keep on fighting.
I had a random month where I did better in July and one week out of that month I actually felt pretty normal. If those weeks can happen, it must mean that this shit isnt permenant. I dunno now I’m just rambling. I plan on trying Quercetin next to see if itll help fix my prostate.
That is great man… So time obviousely heals this condition