Me after this poison.
Holy shit man
You don’t look like the same guy!!!
Facially, belly etc
These pics are shocking!!!
i know its depressing to see. I fear I will never be the same again.
What’s really interesting is we all have petty much the same type of hairline, receding a bit
Yes mines the same, no bald spots or patches just slight recession.
You seen my pics Fina?
NO BAD RECESSION OR BALD PATCHES/SPOTS
JUST DIFFUSED THINNING & MILD RECESSION
Dont be so egoistic to off yourself and leave your poor baby behind. thats cruel you bastard. If you do this, youre the biggest looser in my mind.
After reading this thread, i its time to leave for me.
Paul, have some respect and responsibility for your own child. Seriously… this is just curel. You fucking asshole
I wondered about that before. Maybe just those with a slightly receded hairline are at risk because our dht levels are already low? Or something along those lines.
Nota - if you are outraged by the idea of putting an end to this you clearly don’t have it that bad.
Notna - so your basically saying I should stay living with the worst case PFS for the sake of my kids???
You have no fucking idea what I have to live with everyday, your the arsehole for having no understanding of how bad my condition is
I deserve to live happy. I am a zombie 24/7
Just because I have kids makes no difference to how bad I have this and don’t you think I’ve considered them in my plans to end MY life
It’s a choice I’ve decided on
Go live your life if you don’t have PFS as bad as me
You’ve got no idea!
it was your decision to have kids, and i think its the fathers responsibilty to raise them too… this is my opinion and i dont think its morally acceptable. What if their mom did the same? no parent would be left.
Your a fucking Hippocrit
Yes I chose to have kids but I did not chose to have PFS with crippling depression.
I did not chose to spend 3 months in a mental home because of my PFS
You just don’t get it!!!
When you have a seriously bad case of PFS you need to give it two years MINIMUM and probably three to get accustomed to your new life, and also just as importantly allow that time for the worst of the depression, anger and brain fog to go away.
You’re going to be pretty foolish if you top yourself then two years later we get an effective remedy for this. If the Foundation are actually talking about potential therapies then we have to take them at their word that they are in the works.
Dont you feel any responsibility to raise your children? I bet you do…
I would rather be a crippled dad with full blown pfs whos trying his best to raise his kids, than kill myself.
I also think that the mental sides will get better paul…
sorry for coming across harsh ut theres hope paul, keep that in mind
Notna
So you are saying that its ok to kill yourself over PFS if you dont have kids, like Daniel Stewart, Randy Santmann, Patrick Ortiz etc
But its not alright if you are John Pffaf or me?
John Pffaf left two kids behind too, listen to his wife tell the story here…
blogtalkradio.com/pfsglobal/ … affs-story
Notna - when my kids visit me, I often just stare into blank spaces because my brain is 80% dead. Either that or I look at my kids and break down into floods of tears with feelings of guilt for ever taking propecia and putting myself in this situation, either way I am now a poor excuse of a Father, absent whether I’m here living or dead. Perhaps your beggining to understand me more now? You have mild PFS perhaps with issues to do with your jaw changing shape… Go live your life !!!
Luckfax
Part of my problem is that I am not willing to wait 2 to 3 years for a treatment option that may or may not ever come. Every fucking day for me is a real life living nightmare. The longer I put up with this the worse I get. Part of the problem is in what you write. You say I need to give it time to get use to my new life with PFS, well NO !!! I refuse to accept my new life with a tiny shrunken NUMB penis, ZERO libido, crippling depression as well as a whole host of other sexual, mental and physical issues.
Listen, I am worst case scenario and to live like this is pure punishment, so if I chose to end my life, thats my choice. I know the fucking serious harm propecia has brought upon my physical and mental well being and therefore, I have the right to say enough is enough. You are not in my shoes so you have no idea what I have to put up with !!!
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I’m with THETIGERSHULL. We can’t know what it’s like to walk a single day in another’s shoes. I have groin pain every day and poor libido - that is misery to me, but to someone else here it might be paradise.
I personally won’t judge anyone for how they deal with this crap. If we can’t have empathy and compassion for each other, then can we expect it from others?
It’s your life, do what you want, but I can speak with authority on this as I have had it as bad as anyone you included. You’re not talking to some guy who didn’t suffer every side going so you need to drop the ‘woe is me I’m worse than everyone’ angle.
talking about killing yourself is fucking crazy man,fuck that bullshit,i have suffered for over 6 year and will suffer for the rest of my life if i have to,ive been through worse things before than pfs,yes its pure shite living like this compared to before pfs,but it sure beats being dead,i can think of loads of things i still enjoy doing even though im a sexual zombie etc,this was my life before pfs,taking gorgeous women out at weekends,taking them to hotels where they would lick champagne off my balls,slide up and down on my cock all night etc etc,me layed there feeling like a fucking king,women would call at my house during the week just so they could blow me,life was good and i was loving it,this is my life since pfs,i am now a recluse,i barely go out the house,ive havent had sex for about a year,i had sex about two or three times the year before that,my cock is numb,i cant feel my orgasms,i have zero sex drive,somedays im totally fatigued,i have very little motivation compared to my old self,what the fuck do you think i feel like going from a life like that to the life i have now???,i just make the best of it,i will never ever give up hope that one day ill be back to normal,come on man please snap out of this suicide shite…