Out of all the posts and length of time on this forum, my interests and searches were solely on finasteride. For whatever reason, the PSSD aspect was out of sight, out of mind. I didn’t realize the extent to which the 2 conditions are shared, and that both classes of meds can cause literally the same condition. I saw it a few times, but my experience was with Finasteride, and I focused on that.
Over 4.5+ years, my body stabilized and I reached a point where I wasn’t continuously getting worse. It doesn’t matter now, but I thought a medication to help manage depression, crippling anxiety, and social withdrawl was the only way for me to have a semi-normal, functional life. I made a mistake and it is what it is. I took Finasteride 1mg for one single day, and Lexapro 5mg for 3 days. Despite the bad decision making on my part, I, once again, did not foresee taking the lowest possible dose of a medication causing all of this. But I was scared and desperate. So here we are.