We are like somewhat functioning borderline zombies (blunted emotions) or like the documented LSD user’s who never ‘came back to earth’ after their drug trips (Syd Barrett-Pink Floyd founder) or even chemically lobotomized. I really believe in Doctor Deborah Finn’s research on those lab rat’s injected with propecia…they all came out with confirmed cognitive behavioral changes, benzo and alchohol withdrawal-like symptom’s!..safe to say that the rat’s are us.
The world does not seem real at all through my eyes any longer. I too have no motivation at all for even the most menial things.
My dick is good, but I could care less…I just want to be my old youthful, athletic, creative, good looking, happy go lucky self…
Friend’s can never tell I’m sick on the outside!