Ive tried to use countless supplements, eat an incredibly healthy diet, and exercise to improve my nonexistent libido. It seems that others have not recovered using hormonal treatments, like TRT/clomid etc.
Ive tried numerous times to remain confident that I will regain my libido, but its an emotional rollercoaster. I try to stop thinking about it for 2 weeks, then re-test my sexual urges, but find no improvement. I try to remain positive, but those thoughts slip away rather quickly when I realize I havnt masturbated for a week and I have no desire to do so.
Im finding that I don’t go out as much to chase girls on friday/saturday nights, because I have no libido and Im thinking “whats the point? I dont even have any sexual urges and I probably will have ED when I have to perform anyways”. I feel like I wont be able to have a good relationship with a girlfriend because I wont have a fulfilling sexual relationship. I just cant get close to someone with my sex drive so low.
This has become really depressing. I looked on the internet for books about people living with sexual dysfunction, but couldnt find any!
I want to try doing some positive energy routines and meditation. Any suggestions? Does anybody know about any help groups, books, or resources that discuss how to cope with sexual dysfunction?