Would like to connect with others struggling. I feel no emotions, I can not orgasm, enjoy taste, visual stimulation, and smell, my imagination is removed, memory loss, muscle tremors. I lost everything. I do not see a future for myself. I have been on various psychatric drugs since age 10 and feel they changed my development. I am getting stem cell therapy in the next months to bring back emotions and sexualitly.
Such drugs could cause side effects on their own, which makes it difficult to pinpoint which medication may have caused your issues. Did you have any problems on these medication prior to Finasteride?
I havent been on Properia, but I have a similar story
Hi my name is Jacqueline. I’m a 23 year old female and have lived most of my life with meditational side effects from Ritalin and Prozac. After being off of the medication for over five years I continue to have intensive side effects from developing on psychiatric medication.
At age 10 I was put on Ritalin for auditory processing, then upon hitting puberty I developed OCD. I wonder if it was the Ritalin that stimulated it. I was then put on SSRIs at age 14. I am now 23, I have dropped out of school due to the issues the side effects have caused me. I have been off of all medications for five years now. The side effects have continued with no improvement. I feel no emotions, I can not orgasm, enjoy taste, visual stimulation, and smell, my imagination is removed, memory loss, muscle tremors. Studies show that Ritalin “normalizes” children’s brain development that lasts into adulthood. I have (mostly) no doubt the medications altered my brains development. My life has been ruined and I continue to suffer each day with wonder if I will ever be able to explore life to its full extent? It has been five years with no improvement.
I have ordered medication to off myself. I know this drug has nothing to do with anyone here but this is the most pro active drug forum I have been on. If I kill myself could there be something done with my death? I want the public to know why. Any ideas?
DO NOT kill yourself. If you want the public to know about the dangers of this drug, dedicate your life to making them know. Parents are poisoning their children and destroying their futures because BIG PHARMA is convincing everyone they NEED DRUGS. BIG PHARMA would like NOTHING MORE than for all of us to kill ourselves and silence our own voices of dissent. Don’t give them anything else they want. FUCK THEM.
You say you can’t feel emotion. Is that absolute? I have trouble “feeling” very much, but something I can feel is a BURNING HATRED for these fucking cock suckers that convinced me this was okay, and for the cunts that let them get away with it.
If you don’t want to join the activist side of things then do anything ANYTHING that you like. I would rather be a beach bum surfing and begging for change than be a corpse rotting in the ground. Death fucking sucks. Life, no matter how shitty, is probably better than not existing.
I cant feel any emotions that is what is so trapping because my situation is so horrible. I am glad that you are able to feel the burning hatred for me though, thank you.
I have been in hell i posted about it on my tumblr fragmentsofsleep.tumblr.com im on my phone so its hard to type but i am still fighting stem cells may cure us i believe