another vitcim,seeking help

hi
i’am a 27 year old male from tunisia,suffered from hairloss from when i was 16 year old(srsly),i always had exess dht level i’am extremly hairy and suffered from acne and oily skin,scalp
5 years ago i decided to take finesteride(proscar) and one year later i was amazed by the results,i regained 80%,gained muscle mass without training,skin quality improoved sex drive incraisedand sest of life returned with a revenge (it was like if i was on steroid)
i think that the exess dht caused me to have low t before i took propecia(i was skinny,and laking comfidance)

so after about 2 years i began to experiance weigh gain and some chest fat but i still looked muscular THEN sudently one night i wanted to have sex with my GF and surprisly i couldn’t get hard…i wanst concerned and relited that on stress or some other factors,the second night i could have erection with massive phisical stimulation
so i decided to stop propecia and 2 days later everthing want back normal,lost fat and erection returned
after one mounth i decided to return on propecia on 0.2 mg EOD,felt 80/90% normal and hair wasnt as good as before but i was satisfided
but then i decided to do 0.5 ed and the side returned with a revange,i was emotional,fat with a dead penis
so i stopped everything in hope to return to normailty
but unfortenly,things got worst and worst by time go
now one year after stopping and i’am way worser than when i was on propecia

my symptoms are:
-weigh gain (abdomen and chest) (viseral fat on abdomen)
-pseudo gynecomastia
-loss of libido(i masturbate every day but i dont feel the urge like before)
-severe erectile dysfuntion(i still can have good erection somedays,otherdays it’s not that hard and need constant phisical stimulation)
-scrotum feel soft and not firm like bedome(someday it’s normal)
-numb penis(loss of sensation)
-penis look smaller

i also have some androgenic symtoms from dht worst than pre fin
-extremly oily skin/scalp
-lost almost all my hair
-hair on body increaised
-had bad dundruff that subsided now

important note: i have done the mistake to take dosintex days after stopping propecia for the last time for 0.5 mg twice for a total of one week

note:my condition is now a rollercoster:some good days and some very bad days,i can look fat and almost impotent for some days and other when i look less fat and muscular with a medium sex drive

here is the bloodworks that i manadged to get
testosterone 2.4 (3-12ng*ml)
fsh 1.2 [1.3-11.8]
l.h 2.7 [2-7]
oestradiaol 55 [<55]

from what i understant,i may have secondary hipogandism but surprisly i’am not loosing that much muscle mass,i can even say that i’am more muscular than prefin

Maybe you will be lucky… Just stop fin and get your E2 down a bit.

it’s been a year post finesteride now and i’am just getting worst…

i’am concidering a hpta restart with clomid,but i’am affraid it will exasberate my alredy high E2

Clomid will increase your e2 without a doubt. Have your doctor give you an AI. That will drop your e2 down and keep it down while on clomid.

actually i’am not seeing any doctor i’am just self medication

i’am also considering an AI with clomid

i will start clomid at low dose if no improvement i will add low dose arimidex to the mix

but i’am really afraid that Ai could eventually upregulate my aromatise enzimes

anyway i’am still waiting for my SHBG result to decide to go this route or note

if my SHBG is high clomid will be useless

was looking at other guys bloodwork on the forum and it seems that i have the lowest t level

very weird :confused: