I am thankful and scared of this board, but I need to tell my story and get some feedback. Well I’ve been off for about 5 weeks and it has been a complete roller coaster emotionally and physically. I really feel for all of you who have been suffering for sooo long!! Ok… I was making love to a woman and thought I had some problems,but still performedand, and knew it could be fin, so I just quit cold turky that very day. Well 2 days later I was limp with no labido, semen, and some testicular pain. I saw basically no improvement for 2 weeks. My penis was barely alive. My erections were so weak I would not have been able to have sex. Finally got a call back from the doctor who prescribe the meds and said I would be fine in a week… well not so much. Since then I have improved, but I’m still not the mad man I was.
My erections have improved to be pretty hard and my semen is respectable, but I do not enjoy the stimulation as much as I did. So, I don’t think I’m ready for sex yet. My Urine flow can sometimes be pretty weak and I still have some pains in my testicles. When I poop its not so much pellats as smoother little bit smaller chunks.
When I was improving I had very pleasurable sensations in my testicles and prostate. It was like I was walking around work having some chick pleasuring my while I was at work. This went on for about a week then last weekend I had a three day weekend off from work and went out every night. I drank way tooo much and was out all night every night with no sleep the next day, and then the pleasurable sensations stopped.
I am going to slow down my lifestyle and see what happens there.
Overall I think I am much better, because I am now able to have random erections and my semen is improving. Instead of clear and low volume. The volume has increased and has a milky look to it again, but sometims its chunky which still worries me.
But I still have some major issues. When I’m not hard I am extremely limp compared to my former self, expect when I was in my sensation period last week, and it still takes some work to get an erection. The testicular pain is interesting. It is only really there after my weekends off when I have always been drinking and out having a good time then Monday and Tuesday at work I have pains every so often; that are not too bad but do catch my attention.
I talked to my doctor who prescribed the DEATH DRUG to me earlier tonight. It was laughable. He pushed me off and said it was a low probability to even get this and I needed to just get my prostate checked lol.
Well I don’t know… I don’t have a family physician, but I’m going to establish one tomorrow and maybe get checked out in a month. After researching prostate problems my symptoms just do make sense for me to rush into it and see a uroligist.
I started going to church when this all started happening and it has helped me get through some of this stuff. I don’t think I will use any mixtures of supplements to get through this because I don’t want to have to rely on them mentally when I recover. I am going to ride this thing out and I WILL BEAT THIS. And if it takes long well I guess I live and learn. I start law school in the fall, so I hopefully if I’m not well by then it won’t matter, because I will be studying 24/7 anyway lol. And maybe my first case will be taking on this drug for not recognizing that this actually happens and people suffer emotionally and physically. This should be researched and publicized… its not a joke
Well I’ve rambled tooo much, but I would love a response. What do you guys think of my status? Do you think there might be a chance of early recovery? I already work out and all that junk… I’m 5"11 and 178lbs of pure muscle and am a nutrition freak so I have that part down.