Hello guys,
I’m 27 years old, tall (1.87 meters) and skinny(62 kg).
I’ve been on 1.25mg fin (proscar) for about 1 year in 2009-2010 then another 1 year on 0.5mg 2010-2011 (total: 2 years approximately). In August 2011 I quit the drug - a bit more than one year ago - and the quitting was relatively gradual.
While I was on the drug I had no ED problems. I did have brainfog and anxiety. I decided to quit after getting my first panic attack, after 2 years of usage. But again, had no ED and had relatively good libido while taking and months after quitting. Morning erections disappeared in some point, but I can’t remember if it was while taking it or after quitting.
While on the drug and the whole last year off I used to have sex / masturbate for about 3 times a week AT LIST. It was the same appetite, I guess, I had all my life. I think my erection wasn’t always perfect, but my general functioning was at least ok the whole time.
In the last few weeks I noticed I have serious ED. But even after times I couldn’t get it up, at some points I got regular erections - and I’m talking about only a month ago. But in the last 3 weeks, I became complete impotent.
Someone in the forum mentioned some theory about remaining DHT in the tissues or something, even for a long period of time. I don’t know if it’s true, but it felt like in the last weeks I “spent” the ability to get an erection completely. And now - nothing at all, not a chance to get en erection, not alone and not with my girlfriend, not on the morning, not after hot shower, not with porn. Nothing. I have zero libido and almost no sexual sensation in my penis.
I don’t remember any “crash” after quitting. I had a long on-and-off anxiety problems for like… two weeks anxious, two weeks relatively normal, for a few months after quitting. I started feeling decreasing in libido and ED problems, as I’ve mentioned, only in the last few weeks (months maximum) after about a year of relatively normal sex life. But now, complete impotence.
I suspected fin immediately. I started reading. When I understood that there are few if any people that recovered, I cried for about 4 days. Now I’m trying to avoid getting into a more serious depression, but it’s hard.
I took some basic hormone tests this morning (T, free T, LH, TSH etc) and I’m waiting for the results.
Once I have the results, I would edit/re-post with the regular forum format. But for now, please help with some of my questions:
- Do you think that there’s a slight chance that I’m having a “late” crash? If the result will show low T, LH, TSH, will that be considered as a crash since until lately I functioned pretty much ok?
- What will best indicate if I’m running into pfs or not? How will I know for sure that fin is the cause? It’s like I feel it is, but how will I know?
- The fact that I had a relatively good year after quitting - is that a positive or a negative sign? What if instead of getting better with time I’m getting worse?!
- How exactly pfs treatment differs from not fin-related Hypogonadism treatment?
- Say I have pfs. How do I address an endocrinologist that has no idea what it is and explains to him/her the situation? Does one of the famous American doctors who deal with it has a letter or a memo or something I can show a doctor in order that he/her will understand that fin is probably what causes my problem and that it requires special treatment? Since this syndrome considered as relatively new, I guess doctors in my country (Israel) wouldn’t believe fin can cause this.
Please help.