Yes, my worst day are always accompanied by extreme anxiety and I cant say for sure but I dont think the anxiety is within my control at all mentally.
What is the brand of VED you use? I havent tried this yet but on daily viagra, I dont feel improvement in tissue quality despite it usually working in giving me nocturnal erections. Its accurate to say (IMO) that PEDs can work in giving you erections but dont seem to stretch your penis to capacity.
If theres one thing Ive learned about this condition, its that it fluctuates. I cant tell you how many times I thought I was cured, only to reach rock bottom over and over again. The good times have kept me hopeful these 15 years but the bad times keep me scared and hold me back.
What I have noticed is that if I have a day or 2 with weak nocturnal erections, then things will feel smaller and weaker but if I force erections, they are usually followed by thicker, longer, stronger erections and a more comfortable flaccid state. Has anyone else noticed a pattern like this?