Hey Kirrabeachbum, thanks for the feedback. I do actually agree with you, and I’ve started to come round to this idea myself in the last week. Saw palmetto is, according to every report and the hundreds of thousands of people who take it, a safe product. I still think that’s the case.
My theory right now is that I may have had some kind of problem beforehand. I’ve always had lower libido than most guys, and I’ve actually had occasional problems achieving/maintaining an erection from quite a young age - even just masturbating. I very rarely had spontaneous erections then, and I’ve never had a wet dream in my life.
Now this clearly isn’t normal, but at the time I figured I was still maturing, that things would level out, or that I just ‘naturally’ had lower libido than most people. I figured also that most guys tended to exaggerate how much they thought about sex, and that I was just less dramatic about it than them. That’s not to say I didn’t have sex drive or couldn’t have sex - I did and could - but my impulse to do so was far, far less than most people around me.
The funny thing is, when I was on saw palmetto the opposite occurred. I went from low sex drive to high sex drive within a few weeks. I was waking up with hardons every morning, horny all the time, and could get a spontaneous erection just from holding a girl’s hand. I’d NEVER felt like this before, and naturally I thought it was amazing. I kinda suspected it was the saw palmetto doing it for me, but I didn’t really think about it at the time.
It’s only now I’ve come off that I’ve had problems. And now things are much, much worse than they were before.
Is it psychological? Honestly, I don’t think so. I considered the possibility for a while, but there’s a couple of reasons why I don’t think so now. First of all, for 2 weeks after I started having these problems, I wasn’t worrying about it at all - it didn’t strike me as a problem. I figured my hormones were rebalancing, I’d bounce back, no big deal. I wasn’t stressing at all, and yet they continued. Second of all, I’m not getting nocturnal or morning erections, and regardless of how stressed I might have been, they should physiologically have still been happening - at least some of the time. I’m just not the hypochondriac type of person, and if anything I ignore problems when they should be dealt with. Some people might be able to imagine this stuff, but I really don’t think I’m one of them - and that’s after asking myself this question a lot.
So my thinking right now is that I could have had a hormone problem before, and that it’s only been exacerbated by saw palmetto. On the plus side, if I’d never taken the saw palmetto at all, I probably would never have realized I had this problem, and would’ve gone on thinking it was all “just me” and that there was no problem at all.
Do I have any idea what that problem might be? Admittedly no. But I’ll hopefully know a little more when the bloods come back next week. I’m actually fairly positive about things now, and hopeful that I’ll get through this somehow. That might mean taking drugs, or even TRT, and neither really bothers me anymore. Who knows, even after being on TRT there may be some new treatment 10 years down the line that could help me even more. Whatever happens, I’m staying upbeat and fighting hard. Even if it takes several months, I will recover from this - as I believe all of us can.
Gim