I’m leaving this site for now and want to wish all the men here past and future all the best of luck, I realise that this website can’t help me right now although great to communicate with others in similar positions I realise it only causes me further distress this is just me being honest so please don’t take offence as I know the hard work that has went into rebuilding the site and making the survey so thank you to the admins particularly axol and awor. The site has also been a safe haven for me in my hour of need and it will serve as a pathway of information for future generations to come who have been affected by these endocrine disrupters and hopefully a better understanding behind what went wrong will one day materialise. I realise that a cure for this may not come about for a long time so I would reason with people to just focus on your own individual health by way of a clean diet and not buy too much into trying to self experiment on here or expect a sudden cure to pop up. I’m a very severe case of PFS- I realise that my life was drastically cut short the day I decided to ingest that pill, it stole everything from me, my friends, my love life, my future wife, my future children and destroyed my family- the untold damage is immeasurable, Merck & Co have effectively handed me a death sentence- I’m living in a shadow of my former self and have watched an entire year pass me by in the flick of a switch while I lay bed bound completely disabled in agony and mental torture. A large part of me wishes that I’d have seen a video like mine as I otherwise would never have touched Finasteride and with that I’m about to leave behind some advice- people must stop riding on the coattails of others and expect them to do something you won’t it’s unfair to have different expectations for others but not yourself. You must tell your stories, your stories are the only thing that you have as testimony to what these drugs are doing to people out there other than that you don’t exist and nobody cares because right now you’re just a microscopic ant hidden away in the depths of a Google search engine and you’re giving them exactly what they want. Think about what has happened to you very carefully, what it’s taken away, how your friends are out there having babies, settling down living their lives, making memories, how it impacted you and your family, all the missed birthdays and celebrations, the minutes, hours and days that have passed you by, the pain and trauma and turn that into something impactful. When I made my video and posted on my personal Facebook people from all over the world contacted me and the outreach of love and support that I have received was overwhelming- I didn’t receive one negative message and I honestly couldn’t care if I did. If anything happens to any of you would you want people thinking that it was just plain old depression that killed you or would you want your friends and family to understand your situation better? rare human emotion is a powerful tool to utilise in these desperate times. For all the lives taken by these drugs remember something- the dead cannot cry out for justice, it is the duty of living to do so for them and with that the change starts with you my friends. I love and wish you all the best of wishes in this life or the next.
Ryan.
