It can feel scary. Thanks for being honest. I think everyone’s been scared at different times. But hold on.
I also have a history of bad sleep before this and was also really worried about this aspect. I’ve had ok and bad sleep recently, but if I compare the amount of sleep I’m generally getting, things are better. I would honestly guess that my sleep was at its worst (post crash) when I was around a month off, just like you. You need to ride it out and try to cope with this symptom for a while. I have not used any sleeping tablets or drugs, I was considering it recently, but then I got a couple of nights of good sleep. It makes so much difference.
When I had sleep problems in the past, a doctor told me that if I couldn’t sleep then maybe just give it up and get up, or read a book or something. Getting stressed because you can’t sleep will make it harder to get to sleep.
If you struggle to get to sleep, remember, no screens in your bedroom, and try to stay away from them an hour before.
If you struggle to get back to sleep because you have woken up, try to work out what your plan is once you wake up. I have a book, podcasts, meditations ready.
How do you feel in bed? Until recently, I’ve been a little colder and got extra blankets. Make yourself comfortable.
My recent sleep problems I think are related to my having gone off my own program and have stressed myself out. Don’t look at your phone in bed! The worst habit.
I cannot stress how important positive thinking is. Sometimes I feel hopeless and find that I’m thinking my way into a terrible position. Then I feel physically and mentally worse. You need to put that to one side.
This need not be your life. It is possible to beat this.