Today is a dark day for me. At least yesterday i was able to get an erection, not full but at least decent. Today i can only get a chubby and i have developed a pretty extreme penis curvature. It’s now curving a lot to the left, i used to have a straight penis just a few days ago. Even after stopping this fucking poison is still eating me from the inside.
I’m desperately waiting for blood test results because TRT/DHT is my only hope. I’m also messaging my urologist but i know there’s nothing he can do.
I’ll just have to accept the fact that i’ll need a fucking penis implant to ever have sex again. Fuck i want to die.