During the two years that I took this poison, i never encountered any real side effects. Was able to have sex with my wife, which thank God i never did when she was pregnant with my boy. I started the poison about a month before my boy was born, that’s the only reason i still believe in God. As longs as he’s healthy i could care less about myself.
My symptoms started when i couldn’t go to the gym and was masturbating a lot at home. Couldn’t get it up for my wife and just thought i was masturbating too much. I took a break from masturbation and things were ok. Was having sex with my wife when suddenly things just went numb and i couldn’t get it up.
I then googled ED and learned about the side effects of this poison. I immediately stopped, which perhaps i shouldn’t have. I did take an additional pill about a week later after thinking my ED wasn’t related due to my stupid doctor.
I’ve also had persistent testicular pain for the past few months, which is i told the doctor. He simply made me get an ultrasound on my testicles which showed nothing. The idiot didn’t even put together that it was fin related.
Things just got really bad, i could not for the life of me get an erection. Not even enough to masturbate while flaccid. The shaft of my penis felt really weird, as if being eaten from the inside. I had noticed other signs, like after i masturbated my penis would shrink a lot. The only reason i didn’t notice was because when i was getting hard it was the same length as before.
I fell into a hard depression. Coupled with covid and issues with my wife, she didn’t really believe my issue and we had a lot of marital problems. This has been the worse time of my life. Fuck covid, i believe i could manage better if i could go to the gym and lift.
At first I thought my ED was due to my over-masturbation, which is what my doctor said. He was even getting annoyed how i described things, fuck him.
I started to look at NOFAP, to help with my issues. Because when my dick was hard a few weeks ago, at least it was normal length.
So for two weeks i could not get an erection, my penis felt completely dead. I freaked the fuck out and started to tell my close family about what happened. People recommend to stay away from the internet, but fuck them. You have to do your own research, which i wish i would have done before taking this poison.
I still wasn’t sure if it was because of the fin. But the more research i made the more it all made sense. I had some subtle symptoms for two years
- Stopped drinking at home
- No oily skin, no pimples
- Weak erections
- Premature ejaculation
- Weak bones
I also stopped eating and exercising because i started to learn and accept what happened to me. This was a mistake, you have to do resistance training to fight it. I’m now trying to do what i can with limited weights at home.
On the bright side, this past Thursday i was able to get a 100% erection. In fact, it was too hard. The blood wasn’t going away after a while. I believe that it’s because the blood vessels diminished making blood flow both ways difficult. Also the erection felt harder and stronger due penis shrinkage i believe. But it was good and good for sex. I will be happy if i can get an erection like that just once a week.
I believe that NOFAP helped me in achieving that erection, i did not masturbate for two weeks. After i masturbated and ejaculated i haven’t been able to achieve another erection like that again.
I’m still waiting for my free T and DHT levels test results. My endo, who’s actually pretty competent, recommended 5,000 units caps 3x a week due to my low vitamin D.
Today i took 30mg zinc and 400mg Magnesium Glycinate. Still trying to figure out my own treatment. I plan on continuing NOFAP, doing whatever resistance training i can, lower carb intake. Appreciate any other tips or tests i should get.
I also smoke marijuana, not 100% sure i should stop. It makes me feel better emotionally but i really don’t want to risk and do anything to make things worse.
Will post updates here. Thanks for the support everyone.