22 year-old attempting to recover from PFS

Hello there, I am from Poland and sry for my english, i hope you will understand me.

I started taking fin when i was 19-20 years old, due to extensive hairloss. It stopped hairfall and maintained growth but, i noticed a little worse libido after 3 mounths, but i didnt care (i was telling those things to my friend, so i can precisely claim, i dont think that up). After 1,5 year one day i felt like my libido is total crap. I stopped taking fin… after few moutnhs i noticed NO improvment. I started gymming, healthy diet, but it didn’t help. Than i read about testosterone suplements and i tried plenty, even 8 at the same time (recommended on this forum), but still no improvment.

I realised i have extreme fatigue, lypomasthy and many others side effects, almost all. I found that i have thyroid problems, hashimoto. Im interested if it was coused by finasteride ? T4 supplementation helped with fatigue. What is more, after 5-6 mounths i finally reduced my weight+15% body fat, no lypomasthy, but it didnt help with low libido… Of course i am also on 0 gluten, lactose, soy diet. I avoid sugars. The only thing i cant get rid of is coffee, but i doubt removing it from died would significantly improved my situation.

My next attempt was TRT=enanthate+HCG, than after out: nolvadex+clomid. Im now on last week off clomid but, 0 improvment, even during cycling testosterone. I did blood tests and my testosterone was very high together with estradiol, so it worked fine.

An its today, 1,5 year off finasteride, i feel better, i look better, but all those i think are thanks to T3+T4 supplementation. My libido is still low, no morning erection or spontnuous erections, i even dont think about sex… I can get my penis hard (not that hard like it used to be), but not bad at all and have orgasm, but its weaker… I dont knwo guys, its 1,5 year… Im on perfect diet, i count every calorie, i do weight lifting EOD, i take supplements: zinc, D3, omega 3, selenium, vit A+E.

Today i had big stress attack and i reminded everything of that, i forgot about PFS, but sometimes i think about it, like now and i feel terrible… i dont know what to do next.

There was a short moment when my libido and sex drive was fine, it was during supplementation of creatine+SUN testosterone (dont remember what exactly).

Can someone tell me why didnt i have better libido while on testosterone enathate ? I’m so tired of this… i’m thinking about suicide if i don’t find any solution.

I want to add that there was a moment, when i had my libido back, sexual thoughts and everything. It was when i was talking CREATINE and SAN MYOTEST (test booster), but i think the whole success was thx to creatine. I wanted to try it again for longer time, but i read on this forum, that its a bad idea.

hang in there man…

i would strongly suggest to visit justquitdut’s thread for any questions you might have about testosterone therapy and for the answer as to why enathate didnt work…

a member on here apr1989 actually got his testosterone above 1000 with the use of triptorelin and still didnt feel good, it only got him a small improvement. the big change happened when he started cycling a high potency tribulus supplement