Hello. I’m here to make a brief update:
Since March 18, 2022 (last Friday), I have been suffering from this condition for a year. I’ve went through a lot of struggle at the beginning. Panic/anxiety attacks were pretty much the norm for me for the first handful of months. It became so bad to the point where I had paranoia of everything that could be linked to my issue. As you know very well, logic is difficult to grasp when such worries have solidified in your mind, so I became essentially bedridden for couple months (losing 10 lbs./week from no appetite). I thought my normal life would be over – I fucked up and now I have to deal with it for the rest of my life.
As of March 21, 2022, I am in much better condition than I was, both physically and mentally. I’ve unconsciously decided to stop participating in this forum as I have in the past because I want to move on. My numbness issues (for the love of God, please do not jinx me) have improved substantially, to the point where I don’t really think about it much anymore. Other problems have pretty much disappeared other than hard flaccid, which doesn’t bother me that much. I’m very thankful for everyone who has supported me and have continued to do so. I will probably come back periodically to check how things are… and hopefully not via panic like before.
My issues were mostly sexual and you can read more specifically from everything above. Some people will ask me what helped my recovery. I will say – nothing. It was purely time. I didn’t exercise, I didn’t eat 100% healthy, and I didn’t do any supplements other than Whey Protein for occasional meal replacements. Just to be clear, I am NOT 100%. This syndrome not only caused physical problems (low sensations still exists just fluctuates), but also mentally scarring ones that will never leave me.
Thank you for everything.