I’m really thinking of ending my life lately,
my social life, my self-confidence, my self-esteem is terrible.
my performance at work sucks
im trying to avoid contact with women, and whenever i see a beautiful woman, i feel so sad
i look like hell, i feel like hell, my brain is f*cked up, i feel like im a useless piece of crap
no joy of life,
so what i live for?
im not considered a man anymore, impotent, miserable bastard
i cant think of marrying, having a wife and kids
bloody hell im crying typing these shit
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you didn’t even take finasteride according to your posts. Where does you rproblem stem from?
i have no f.cking idea,
it started with a flu like illness
high temperature
night sweats
depression
i have lost collagen in my face and body
got lots of fat weight
my hands and my face are thin
other parts are fat
working out, healthy diets, supplements none of them woeked
i tried antibiotics too
i have impotence, i look like shit, feel like shit
and its not psychological
i have seen many docs, they dont give a shit about my problems
all they say is “it’s psychological”
i think that’s what they teach in med schools. “all psychological”
doctors are arrogant son of bitches, they never listen what you say
i hope they suffer much worse than what i experienced
-dry eyes
-dry skin
-soft erections
-funny feeling in breasts
-weak beard
-loss of pigment color of skin
-flaccid penis is soft like jelly
-testicle pain
-constant burning in penis
-lower back pain
-decrease in testicular size
-weak and thin hands
-red face (but no pigment color, pale)
-fatigue
-numbness in penis
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You need to get your hormones tested to see if that offers any clues but really, I don’t know what you’re doing here.
Go and get a blood test. maybe u have thyroid problem,high prolactin or high estrogen. I have read two cases just like urs where guy ultimately got MRI and found problem in pitutary once treated thery were fine. u have not taken any 5 AR inhibitor. I just read from messo a guy was on TRT for 3 years (I don’t know who was the Dr), he checked his estrogen was too high. used Arimidex and according to pmgamer18 (senior member on Messo) he got his T back to normal in very short time. He was no more on TRT.
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thanks, you gave me some hope. tomorrow i will buy arimidex and give a try. i dont want to ask a doc about it. my life is fucked up anyway, i will try arimidex no matter what
Why not try some GHB as well? check out the end of paul waters recovery for some studies on why mew thinks it may have positive effects
don’t shoot arrows in the dark. without blood test u will do more harm. What if u drive ur Estrogen too low. bringing estrogen low is not the solution for every problems.
Suicide is not the answer to this problem…