I wouldn’t say I’m recovering by influencing myself a lot hormonally but I gave myself a very hard reset with my first hcg shots and instead of situation that gets worse and worse things turned into something that gets better and better. The first month of “hcg party” alone eliminated my estrogen dominance that is the key in my opinion. My recent hcg shots had no effect whatsoever but I’m slowly recovering anyway… I’m still taking quinagolide everyday. I don’t know whether I still need this just to make sure… Men said to have no side effects of having low PRL. I may try hcg every half year, it didn’t hurt, I will see.
I can get it up relatively easy with manual stimulation and sometimes if I force it a bit I can have nasty thoughts and get half erected even without physical stimulation. If I masturbate for several ten minutes then I my arousal is very good, my erection gets rock hard and my erection lasts for some time even after ejaculation and sometimes my ejaculation shoots not just dripping out! Not too long ago I couldn’t even get it up in standing or lying position, not it isn’t a problem. Semen is never watery and regenerates a small amount within half day like in the good old days. My morning erections are still not rock hard but they are always there and I feel that a lot of work has been done at night…
My arousal sucks, that’s the biggest problem currently. If I can catch a bit of arousal then erection comes automatically. I don’t know whether the reason for this is hormonal or the fact that I wasn’t sexually involved in the past 3 years and my fantasy has vanished… Thinking about some nice wet pussies did wonders 3 years ago…
Now I can have sex if I can get aroused but needs a patient “bitchy” and sexually confident girl who can get along with this especially because I’m somewhat distracted by my anxiety as well. If I get it up and start having sex then my head can get empty and the arousal is there and the sex usually becomes very good in 5 minutes. My erection wins over condoms that wasn’t possible 1-2 months ago but having just unsafe sex is ways better…
3 years ago I often had premature ejaculation and continued sex after 10 minutes, my arousal was very aggressive. With my current lowered arousal I can have sex for very long periods (hours) and I am extremely good at controlling my ejaculation, I can ejaculate as slowly as I can which is very enjoyable and even without actually shooting away my orgasm. This has some benefits as well.
I didn’t do blood tests in the previous months but at the time of eliminating my estrogen dominance my SHBG went up to 50-60. This can be a good reason for my crappy arousal. I will test it in the near future…