great job! I have a similar regime. A healthy diet, water fasting and sport. I’ve been following your progress. Keep it there!
Cheers
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Hey Everybody,
I’m not anymore active on this forum and I won’t be, but I think you would like to hear about the stuff I post here.
In the last half year my pussy centric thinking has returned. My balls remind me every day or other day to jerk off and I feel again a bit forced to watch good looking girls. I want to put mr. willy in their… I can fantasize about sex before going to bed and when waking up. About half year ago it happened only once every week or other week but it was gradually improving and now it’s a daily thing to deal with. I’m still pretty busy with other aspects of my life but a few days ago I started thinking about getting a girlfriend. It would be nice to have someone to cuddle and make love.
For me this was about 5 years off. In the first 3 years I was totally ruined and my condition got just worse and worse. I have been actively taking radical actions only in the last 2 years to take control of my condition. I’m not going to post my story here, you can search the forum if you are interested about it.
I’m not yet 100% as horny as before the drugs but everything is on a pretty good level. Before the drugs I was completely obsessed with pussies and I got a boner in seconds just from hearing others having sex. During sex I ejaculated pretty quickly that was a bad thing, now I have very good control over this.
My sleep is pretty good and refreshing. Even if I eat myself to death before going to bed, I wake up with totally empty stomach and my body feels really refreshed and strong. My body has regained its ability to keep the fat off, when I was ruined I gained fat rapidly.
I don’t have morning woods but instead of that I feel that mr. willy is puffy and something was going on during sleep. If I sleep only 2-3 hours then I often wake up with a half boner. I’m pretty confident in being able to get a boner in a hot situation, especially because the thought of a pussy simply makes me horny. When I’m masturbating my balls take control over my brain pretty quickly, my prostate sensation is there again, and my boner gets almost painfully rock hard in a few minutes. Yesterday after jerking off I had to run down to the shop before it closed so I had to go there with a rock hard boner because it usually takes about 5-10 minutes to go flaccid after an orgasm. Yes, my boner is that good.
Although I give no shit about my hair after this journey, a few of you might be interested in this topic. My hairline is about NW2.5-3 and it has stopped there. It may be a little bit receding very slowly but nothing serious. The drugs have stopped my hair loss and the last time I shedded a noticable amount of hair was when I put my health back on track. Of course it may happen that I start losing it again as my recovery proceeds but I’m not really interested in it. If I lose too much of it then I simply shave it to zero. Don’t hesistate to take serious actions even if it results in hair loss. Being bald is much better than living a shitty life. Being healthy is the most important thing.
For me it took huge effort and willpower but required surprisingly short time to regain an excellent (much better than average) physical condition from a very bad situation. (First with hcg, then water fasting + clean food + trainings.) After that it still took a relatively long time for my sex drive to return. Try to find a similar path for yourself. Get the physical aspects of your body under serious control, kill your time with doing useful things and wait for the rest to happen.
That’s all folks. Good luck for all of you.
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Good to hear. I have noticed the same things you have. Erections easier when sitting, symptoms better in the morning, etc.
Sometimes I will wake up with some libido and it will just die later on in the day. Or sometimes if I wake up with good libido it will get worse and worse throughout the day. I am rather certain that these things are the result of pelvic tension being worse while standing and awake. When my symptoms are at their worst, though, I wake up with zero libido since pelvic tension is high even when I’m sleeping.
I get the knee pain as well sometimes and it seems to be caused by interference in the joint due to muscle and fascia tension.
This needs to be in Recoveries… Along with many other posts in member stories.
yes, I agree.
Hey, you say you did a water fast. I’m doing one right now, but I don’t have any medical assistance at all. I have a doubt: should I be supplementing electrolytes, as some sites tell me to? If anyone could help, I’d be very grateful.
Never mind, I found the proper topic in Treatments & Protocols.
Thanks so much for sharing. It’s great to read these kind of stories.
wow this should be a recovery !
How much did the water fast help?
Robotmouse hasn’t been back on the forum for a couple of years but it looks like he made a recovery using HCG. What do people make of this? Has anyone else tried it?
I tried hcg made me feel like total shit and estrogen went through the roof and I had constant feeling of tingling in my nipples from gyno forming.
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What happened to your gyno? Is it gone? Where there any pain too?
It’s still there I think I developed actual breast tissue it’s really weird, my chest used to be chiseled before my pfs crash, the gyno/breast tissue started to develop during my crash though hcg made it worse then it went down again now but it’s still there regardless.
I tried HCG for 20 days only, every 4 days. That was in February and March this year. I improved almost nothing so far, and I didn’t measure my hormones in blood tests after that (because of the current Covid quarantine). Anyway, I will watch my reaction in the coming months. Ah, I’m just bumping that thread to give people hope. I am increasingly trying to adopt habits and focusing on my pelvis muscles and I feel that my problems lie there. Like the OP of this thread, sometimes I have periods when my erections get better, but the libido never comes. His came back after a while, and I know it will come back to me too.
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Any updates?
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Very good story. Good to hear and very simply. Just a bit of HCG, water fast, healthy food, training and time (five years).
WOW… perfect read for me tonight.
This guy had one of the most impressive recoveries i have ever seen. Its all documented well too.
@robotmouse is in a better place now… Ive never seen such a positive sexual improvement ever before. feels like near 99%.
Also this guy literally never logged in after this post… a hallmark of a TRUE recovery
Is it? I always think people ought to drop by now and again to say how they’re getting on.
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Yeah, if i ever cure myself, i plan on staying in touch and continuing to donate. I know none of us exactly want to be part of this community, but you are all still my brothers and i wouldn’t leave you behind.
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Me too. And maybe we do recover with time but I would prefer to get a real cure for my gens. We dont know what will happen in 30 years once “recovered”. Also understanding all pfs mechanism is the clue, we could have a safer life without fear of harming us again with ??? things.
For me its not logic to abandon pfs cause once you get natural recover.
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