My penis is now more shrunk and noodle-like (in terms of feeling like play-do). After the first pill in August, my penis would maintain a larger than usual size when limp. I took a little solace in that, but now since my crash a couple of days ago after partial recovery, it’s gotten smaller when flaccid it seems. Feels more dead than when I first woke up impotent after that one pill. Accompanied by the unchanging overly sagging testicles of course. Jeez…
Date with gf today, absolutely zero reaction to anything down there. It’s horrible, because I just remember 2 days ago the great feeling of having a brain-penis connection.
On another note, when masturbating at home after there seemed to be pressure, as it didn’t just trickle out but partially spurted out and felt fairly decent. One silver lining in this hell I’ve been dragged back into.
I apologize for my constant posting of my situation. I guess it’s my way of coping for now