As of the last few weeks I almost always have morning erections to some extent. My regular erections seem to be about 80% of what they used to be. Penile shrinkage is only noticable when flacid (but I’ve always been a grower not a show’er).
The main problems sexually right now are severe lack of libido, limited sensation in the penis and reduced ejaculate volume.
I am still avoiding sex for the simple reason that even thou I can get hard quite easily (expecially with viagra)… I don’t think I will be able to maintain it due to the nonexistant libido and sensation.
I am also continuing to have sleep issues, depression and fatigue. Still need to get more tests done in regards to my high cortisol. I ordered a bunch of stuff recently (DIM Plus, Maca, Yohimbe, 3,6,17-Androstenetrione) So I’ll see how this works.
Edit:
As the amount of supplements I’ve taken increases and I continue to see little benefit my hopes of recovering dwindle. And I face the reality of being stuck like this for the rest of my life.
Which is unacceptable.
Thus I am giving it one last shot with another doctor a renowned sexual health specialist. But due to lack of understanding in the medical community regarding this issue I am not holding out much hope.
This drug has already cost me more than I can bare mentally, and its cost me in the bedroom and with some girls I actually felt could have been worth it long-term. Not to mention the fact that I haven’t felt remotely the same since taking finasteride.
I’m not certain what I am going to do if this doctors visit doesn’t pan out. My future looks rather bleak if I continue on like this (even though I have a great job, very prestigious with good pay) with the possibility of a relationship and family disappearing in front of me.
I’m 28 now, I feel I didn’t really get to enjoy life and being with someone because before the finasteride I never had a serious long-term relationship, and then afterward… well it just all fell apart.
We don’t know what causes this, but we have some very good ideas. I don’t know what my future holds but I hope that an answer will be found… for myself I just don’t know what tomorrow is going to bring.