No Joy in life.. 4 years now..

[towm8er]

@heyder

Towm8er - yeah my girl left me too…fucking sucks…
its been 4 years of being poisened now… and i was on the stuff for 10 months or so prior to all this. it’s also been about 3 years since i’ve been with a woman… i stopped trusting and caring about ever having a relationship again after the breakup. i felt so betrayed and abandoned and because of emotional blunting my body stores so much emotional pain that i cannot access and feel through.

I can relate. I also feel betrayed by my wife and friends. Even after sharing proof and scientific data I would expect others would believe me and have some compassion. I suppose it’s the ‘unknown’ that scares people and when they can’t relate it’s not exactly fun for them to hang around someone in this condition. Had I known this would take years to recover, and have an impact on my family, I would have been better off temporarily moving out until I got better. This would have saved my family a lot of grief and suffering as they watch me struggle. But I have complete confidence that our day of JUSTICE will come, and all the naysayers will know we were telling the truth.
Shortly after the divorce, I thought it would help to be around other girls, but I just can’t bring myself to date anyone or try to make new friends yet. I’m recovering, but not well enough to feel like my self again. I can’t wait to see the bellweather cases being tried this year, and the results of the studies. By the way, if you want to see a boost in improvements, try fasting and sleeping in late for many days in a row. I’ve noticed a big improvement lately in how I feel and think. And for the first time in my recovery I was able to have a rock solid erection of the same size as I was before. So that gave me a lot of hope today. Send me a PM if you want to know what I’m doing to recover. I’m following CDNuts, Droit, Finatruth posts as a guide.

[Hopingforthebest]

@towm8er

@heyder

Towm8er - yeah my girl left me too…fucking sucks…
its been 4 years of being poisened now… and i was on the stuff for 10 months or so prior to all this. it’s also been about 3 years since i’ve been with a woman… i stopped trusting and caring about ever having a relationship again after the breakup. i felt so betrayed and abandoned and because of emotional blunting my body stores so much emotional pain that i cannot access and feel through.

I can relate. I also feel betrayed by my wife and friends. Even after sharing proof and scientific data I would expect others would believe me and have some compassion. I suppose it’s the ‘unknown’ that scares people and when they can’t relate it’s not exactly fun for them to hang around someone in this condition. Had I known this would take years to recover, and have an impact on my family, I would have been better off temporarily moving out until I got better. This would have saved my family a lot of grief and suffering as they watch me struggle. But I have complete confidence that our day of JUSTICE will come, and all the naysayers will know we were telling the truth.
Shortly after the divorce, I thought it would help to be around other girls, but I just can’t bring myself to date anyone or try to make new friends yet. I’m recovering, but not well enough to feel like my self again. I can’t wait to see the bellweather cases being tried this year, and the results of the studies. By the way, if you want to see a boost in improvements, try fasting and sleeping in late for many days in a row. I’ve noticed a big improvement lately in how I feel and think. And for the first time in my recovery I was able to have a rock solid erection of the same size as I was before. So that gave me a lot of hope today. Send me a PM if you want to know what I’m doing to recover. I’m following CDNuts, Droit, Finatruth posts as a guide.

Sorry to hear this ordeal has had such an impact on your life. What side-effects do you still have and are they improving?

[notna]

@heyder

I feel empty… i’m not me… its been 4 fucking years… i don’t remember myself… everything is empty. I don’t remember the people in my life they are almost like robots or dream characters. I constantly think about the most outlandish pointless things all day that are no longer based in a normal reality. Just the most fucked up things… like " maybe this is all a dream… maybe im an alien… am i real? My mental health is declining and my brain actually believes some of the thoughts that i think… and i have to constantly remind myself that things werent always like this and im not thinking correctly… I need a deep sleep…i havent had a relaxing sleep in years… but my brain won’t stop thinking… and when i do sleep it is such a light sleep and my brain continues to think…

i know exactly what your condition is like, i suffered from this too. its called “derealisation”. I didnt get it from finasterid… i had it before taking finasterid after a period of elevated stress. i had derealisation for about half a year because of stress (again not finasterid)… and i have recovered. dont worry about your mental state and the strange perception you have… I know exacly what you mean when you seay you have weird thoughts about reality… questioning everything around you and thinking about everything in a strang unfamiliar way… as if you are a stranger to the world and everything is unfamiliar… i think trying to fix your sleep will help

[notna]

acutally my recommendation is to AVOID caffeine, it will make sleeping more difficult at night and it makes you addicted.

a leading specialist on “derealsation” in germany recommends:

• meditation
• regular sleeping times (7-8 hours)
• sport

[jamielondon]

@dannyfc

Yeah don’t sweat it mate, everyone feels like this on occassion. I was borderline suicidal about three weeks ago but have been very upbeat lately. Almost feeling like myself excluding libido.

Just have to take it one day at a time.

Here’s what I’ve been taking recently, some may help, some may not;

-Stresam
-Low dose Prozac (5mg)
-Minocycline
-Caffeine

By no means a cure as it hasn’t improved anything sexually, but I’ve been able to laugh the last couple of weeks, which is the first time in over a year since this happened.

Interesting combination - how did this work out for you? I have both but have never tried combining them.

[je2907]

@jamielondon

@dannyfc

Yeah don’t sweat it mate, everyone feels like this on occassion. I was borderline suicidal about three weeks ago but have been very upbeat lately. Almost feeling like myself excluding libido.

Just have to take it one day at a time.

Here’s what I’ve been taking recently, some may help, some may not;

-Stresam
-Low dose Prozac (5mg)
-Minocycline
-Caffeine

By no means a cure as it hasn’t improved anything sexually, but I’ve been able to laugh the last couple of weeks, which is the first time in over a year since this happened.

Interesting combination - how did this work out for you? I have both but have never tried combining them.

Can you tell me wich dose stresam you took ?

[jamielondon]

Am experimenting tonight- so far today I have taken 100 mg. Will take another 50 before I go to bed.

[Sludge]

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