I’m giving an update on my status. Read my story above so you know what happened to me. I’m not on here much at all any more and dont plan to be. But i feel that i owe to the site to do this.
Ok, so this summer I felt like I was living in hell. Had All the mental, physical, sleep and sexual side effects listed on here. I was just about COMPLETLY impotent. Nothing. I thought that I was stuck like this forever.
This fall I made the bold decision to go back to school for my last year. I go part time. The first few months were rough but I could tell I was improving. By november, I was mentally feeling 90% normal (not sure, maybe I just felt normal but couldn’t really remember my old self)
Recently, i have been making big moves professionally. I have been working very hard and capable of doing things which would have been impossible over the summer. I have been very happy but very busy with what I am doing professionally.
As of about mid decemeber, I my sex drive started to rise. I currently service myself about 2x a day without problem. This also started after I stopped taking clomid and became very happy with myself and my current situation. Not sure how the clomid contributed.
A couple days ago, I had sex for the first time in 5 months. I used a little viagra. The girl wasn’t too attractive and I kinda got soft at points. But I had also taken valium which may have contributed. Last night, I had sex with a beautiful blonde. Used a little cialis but not sure that I needed it. I lasted over an hour and was hard throughout. Needless to say she loved it and so did i.
My natural doc suggested I dont take this stuff but rather go to chinatown and ask them what they can give me. cheaper, better and all natural. I’m thinking that soon I will not need anything.
My progress i believe is mostly due to time. I did go to a 10 day health retreat, took clomid for 6 months, and am still taking a big bag of supplements. I dont eat especially health and am hardly physically active (although i used to be very). I never thought the clomid did much and the supplements I really don’t take everyday as I should. Time and living a fun, productive life have been the most important I belive.
For all of you young ppl, read my story and know that you WILL improve. I’m currently 22. I was living in hell for a while, but now I’m loving life again. I’ll admit I considered ending it over the summer, but I am eternally grateful that I didn’t and how much I have improved.