I want to die die die die die die die - be dead!
I’m sorry you feel that way! I hope one day we will all be cured and have a big party on the ground of the company formerly known as Merck.
What are the people in the clinic thinking about your situation? Are they just going the “depression” route or do they realize something else might be going on? Can you go into more detail about the effect of gabapentin. Which sides did improve?
I know you are in a tough situation and might not want to answer. I would understand.
What kind off antidepressive?
Gabapentin helps me sleeping. Helps with anxiety, mood (no good mood at the moment), brain fog, thinking, talking, social behaviour… I think it is doing fine. But i am still having crazy symptoms of my body. Taking nystatin now and multivitamine.
Dr.s here are aware of The Problem still want to tread a Depression, too. But i dont Take The meds 
The med tavor is helping a lot, but it is highly addictive! So i am getting of this slowly going home in some days!
Thanks
And all the best for you.
Regards Sonder
Denmark
I want to Share my improvements with nystatin again. I blew a huge load again. Nothing changed in libido, time to achieve an erection, sensivity. But in quality and strengh. Semen Looks Way better and is much mote then three days before. Is it really a Fungus infection? This is ridiculous! Cannot believe it. I am Feeling Good After orgasm.
Color of penis Gets better and The Head looked Fuller and constantly erect, but it is still numb.
My theory is that maybe nystatin opened cells and allowed androgens to enter and rebuild. Nothing else make sence to me, but I am no doctor. I think i have read Most of the important stuff. In One week i will hopefully be taking ghb, nystatin, antibiotics, Progesteron, Vitamin d, resveratrol, maybe adding l-arginin, and i will try paleo or rawfood diet. Thinking about alpha blocker. As you can See i have done my homework!!! Hope i can proceed with my Training like before Finasterid.
Correction: Not anti - probiotics!
be carefull with alpha blocker. The can make you also impotent.
Thanks for your advice
I visited a homoepath (you know what I mean?), that was really interesting, because he know finasterid. Told me that it is poison and then checked me and said: there is definitly something wrong with you…
He tried some stuff, just laying down on me and i felt? better!
I can life with ed, prostatitis and everything, but not with no sleep. Wake up every night. Got described gabapentin, which is great for anxiety and stress, mood and behaviour. The effect for sleeping gone away after some weeks. It has some difficult side effects and that´s the reason I will taper off and get ghb/xyrem or whatever.
My GF left me, I wasn´t at work for the last 5 weeks, and will not get there in the next weeks.
So I am really fucked, but I won´t give up. Dieing hurts man, I tried it.
GHB could be the key for recovering I think. There are more than 4 people improved by this - Reason is not known by now.
Update:
I am back at work, but hmm I cannot really do it! Feeling bad mentally and body hurts, but I hope I can continue and beat this shit.
Damm shit, I hope the guys from the research team find what we need!
Are your erections good?
I know this is an awfully late reply, but I saw Zitzmann about two years ago. He’s a good man who will believe you. I can recommend him. (Don’t expect him to be able to cure you though.)
Okay, i have an appointment with zitzmann!
My erections are Not good! I have pfs… But i will recover with dexamethasone im sure!
Updates ogadwolverine?
At the moment, I try to keep me alive:
Going to work, trying to make a 12 - 14 hours day. going home, met with friends and watching dvd and hang in front of my new playstation. (is really relaxing most of the time)
Had an appointment at a sleeping centre at university. they told me to be active and going to bed late, which I am doing now. Sleep is still a mess, I can go for 4 hours a night, stand up, do sth. for an hour and than go back to bed to try another hour.
People at work a really understanding, but for how long? I told them I do not want to have any represantive activities (which I loved), only doing my pc work and phone calls (funny: I am still good at that).
Meds I am taking now:
Gabapentin (still helps a lot) 1 x 300mg in the morning, 1x 300mg in the evening
Dexamethasone 0,5mg in the morning
Stopped the nystatin, cause I don´t want to do to much in this time.
I am convinced that dexamethasone in the longrun will help me to recover. I am on it 3 weeks, will take it another week straight and the one week on/ one week off. This is how cytochrome did it for a year.
Side effects: sometimes euphory (nice), pain in kidney area (not concerning) - no flues, no other things recognized. 0,5 mg is a low dose, so there is nothing to worry about in my opinion.
Mentally I am now able to deal with the situation a little bit better. Happy that I am still alive, and have some good moments and feel good with the friend and collegues around me. I really notice how bad I harmed my parents and my ex-gf.
Eating a lot of fast food in the last weeks, gaining weight and I am looking really bad - but I have much hair. I definitly believe I have the most Hair of all PFS sufferers. Don´t know how my doc could ever prescribe me Propecia and what my motivation was to take it in january. 
I should post a picture… It is ironic that I was worried about my hairloss, cause I wanted to keep my sexlife busy.
Now sex is so far away - I hired so many new and young trainees last year - they all started wednesday. These are all so pretty girls, I was really a horny bastard in the past. This year I will hire the fat and the ugly with good marks. 
Good to see that you are doing a little better! This post sounds much better than your posts from june…
the best thing is to trick some doctors into taking the fin. I mean do whatever possible by hook or by crook.
You know you’ve recovered when you fuck a fat, ugly girl. Just like the old days 
did homeopath helped? what meds he gave you?