Merry Christmas To All & Happy New Year

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#1

Guys

I mean this so sincerely from the bottom of my heart, Merry Christmas & Happy New Year.

Most of you have shown me immense support over the past year since I hit rock bottom through my DESPERATE times of need, I did not know where to turn and if it had’nt been for the Forum and you wonderful members, I dont think I would be alive now.

Here’s to GOODBYE to 2013 and hoping for a recovery in 2014 and hopefully Propecia BANNED !!!

Cheers guys… All The Best

Paul

#2

Paul, you will have a better 2nd year with this syndrome. Don’t listen to people tell you they are worse or deteriorating. Stay positive , scientists already found low dopamine levels so boost it by being as positive as you can. First year with syndrome I wasn’t sure if I was getting better but in 2nd year I am starting to feel and live it …and yes I was massively destroyed by the drug and had every symptom so try not to differentiate me. Keep believing you are getting better!

#3

Finatruth

We have’nt always seen eye to eye, but I know your intentions are good.

When I made most of my replies to you, I was trying my best to get out of those intense suicidal thoughts and images and could see no end to them in sight. Mentally I’m stronger now and dont have those suicidal thoughts as much, just still ruined sexually.

Thank you buddy.

#4

You are a very brave individual. We will see what happens for us all in 2014…

#5

thank you paul … despite the situation we are all in, we have to be very happy about everything that is going on in our favor with the foundation and the beginning of research … i think good things will come to us and that we will be very happy that we kept fighting

#6

Finally my goofy username comes in handy. :laughing: Merry Christmas!

#7

Love this thread. Happy Holidays to all of you. Also Finatruth - you are spot on. As I was going through my second year, I thought everyone was lying when they said that things would get better. And now that my second year is done… it is so true. At least the majority seem to get to a manageable spot.

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#8

I’m kind of worried about Tigershull just now. He was in a pretty bad place on Christmas day and hasn’t been on this site since Christmas evening when he was at a really low point. He hasn’t replied to my last two messages to him. Has anyone else been in contact with him, or been in contact in the past to check that he is okay?

#9

Thanks for your messages Scotsman. Sorry I did’nt reply too. I really appreciate your messages. Yes, Christmas has been very difficult for me and I hit a real low patch on Christmas day and yesterday. I’m still feeling a bit down but dont want to bring everybody else down with my negative feelings.

I’m still a real mess, I just dont know how much longer I can go on living like this.

thanks guys.

#10

Hi there Tigershull. Don’t worry about not replying - I’m the world’s worst when it comes to that - I’m just glad that you’re still hanging in there. Merck already has shed enough blood and too many have already lost their lives because of their callous criminality. You’re too vital to become another Merck statistic. Take care and always reach out to someone when you’re feeling as you have been - your life is more precious than this drug has made you feel.

#11

Thanks Scotsman

What bothers me the most is my total loss of libido along with my complete impotence and very frail hands. My hands are are really weak and grip is awful!!!

#12

Tigershull- took 1.5 years and now almost full sensativity and libido is back. I now look forward to sex/masterbation, sometimes now 2x day. Year ago, I could go 3 weeks with even touching my penis. Unbelievable change, think positive, Ihatefin is right, slowly things will improv

#13

Did you also lose morning and night time erections and if so, did they return with time?

#14

Oh yes I did. I would go 3 weeks with zero movement down there, loss of night time and am erections. I am not cured, but absolutely no doubt things are slowly coming back on line. You really want to get your mindset in the right place? Read JOhn Coleman’s posts. Search that member, read his posts over and over about getting better, even if it’s a 2-4 year window. User Chi was correct, just keep reading john Coleman’s posts over and over and over. One major difference this year, is that fatigue and brain fog following an orgasm is getting better and better!! A year ago I would have to lay down after an orgasm and then I would have brain fog etc, body is slowing getting stronger and stronger. Start believing you are getting better, I’m telling you believe it. I know it’s hard, you feel good, then back to that dark plAce of depression and zero sexual function…but keep thinking positive! The first year is the most difficult and you barely know if things are really improving but they are, don’t look week to week, look every 4 months to every 4 months and you will see the upward trends

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