two years on, thought i should update even though no one really checks this anymore.
atm things are generally better than they were two years ago, but still not great. main worries atm are:
- brain fog - still have this and it sucks. mainly just feels like my cognition is impaired. it’s especially noticeable when looking in the mirror or talking to people as it’s really hard to concentrate and actually take in everything without focusing on just one thing. really hard to explain. brain goes into a daze when reading, especially anything complicated. my ability to hold conversations has also taken a huge tumble as i pretty much forget words constantly, slur them (“pacific” instead of “specific” etc), or say the totally wrong word in a sentence and have to back track.
really, brain fog is by far the worst symptom of mine and i feel like i could almost live an ok-ish life if i could just get it sorted.
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digestion - don’t think i mentioned this originally on the board as it seemed to be a lesser problem then, but it’s becoming pretty bad. basically either constipated or have diarrhea most of the time. usually comes on after eating. have to make sure i’m near a toilet constantly, which sucks whenever i’m on a long bus journey etc.
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gynecomastia - also don’t think i mentioned this too much, but it’s getting worse. have basically grown breasts that have an actual feminine like curvature to them. almost at the point where i need some kind of bra.
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numb dick/lack of erections - yeah, the usual. have periods where i can get erections at night but they mostly don’t happen anymore. originally thought working out helped but doesn’t seem to now.
have a huge amount of other symptoms (of course) but these are the ones that are affecting me the most at the moment.
oh, also the numbness in my foot finally healed up (i think?). have convinced myself it was nerve damage but it seemed odd as i had only been sitting on it for a short while. weird.
going to try and cut back on drinking in the future/exercise, and potentially take up meditation or something. gotta get rid of this fog.