Thanks. I have been on survivingantidepressants. There is a definite overlap with PAWS and PSSD as far as lack of emotion, insomnia, etc. It really is body-wide damage.
I keep trying to do things I use to enjoy and it doesn’t work. I’ll look up a girl I used to see on Facebook, or try to watch a movie, or porn, or football. Or smoke my medical marijuana. And nothing works. It’s just a futile attempt to feel better or reconnect with the person I was. Life is boring now.
Try ginko biloba there is a study that it can improve PSSD.
Thanks. I have tried it. It helped some with cognition but not the sexual and emotional side effects. But I read that it can interfere with benzos which I take for sleep so I had to stop it.
Is Jrums01 no longer with us?
When did this happen is it on a thread? So sad
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I saw a thread on pssd forum but i thought it might be someone else…
Peace to brother @jrums01. It’s almost impossible to continue in this world when u have zero emotions. The worst effect of pssd is anhedonia. U just can’t enjoy anything mentally. PFS people are way more lucky as compared to pssd people in terms of mental symptoms. Pfs is sometimes more about physical, atleast in my case.
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So many suicides here. The worst thing ist the isolation and the fatigue. The muscle athropy, this drivelessness and only in the beginning the loosing of manhood and Sexuallity. In the End they are bedbound, isolated, to weak to stand Up and than thoughts starting…
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Yes but in the pssd people the main thing is the complete loss of emotions. They can’t watch a movie, can’t enjoy even small things in life which can get even worse than pfs.
Thats really hard. With psf, WE can still feel sometimes some basic rest emotions. We are “only” chem. cast…
Some of us also have loss of emotion / anhedonia. It’s not exclusive to pssd
Thats right, There are No Drive, No Fun, No Feelings anymore in Out pfs restlives, but the pssd victims seem to BE emotional total cataconic.
Im so fucked by all this. Why did I take this fucking pills?
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We all have the same thoughts. Imagine how you’ll feel with this behind you. What a fucking humbling experience which makes you realise the most basic things in life are the most important and beautiful.
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My mitochondria my muskels my androgen receptors in all masculin tissues, this tingeling in my feet, in in my hands, my old proud penis, the nights I feel cooked, my manhoud, my selfconsessnes, everything fucked down - taking this first pill in februrary. I know all the Guys rot in their beds not able to held the telephone, going to the Toilette gets hard…No good Future…you know that all my friend…
It is hell, complete hell I know. Allow it to overtake your being and you only fuel this shit. Tell yourself you will get better and believe it. Say it over and over and over. Don’t let it rule your thoughts.
I Hope of my Neuroendocrinologist. Hope hCG and other Hormon treatment will increase DHT Level for muskels and my damaged cock.
Oups!
You’re jumping the gun wait at least 3 months from cessation for your body to find its baseline
Jrums story
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